Never began
Pretty often
I fucking don't and you shouldn't either
Daily but most of the time it's passive
Only when I'm upset I actually consider doing it
Only when I'm upset I actually consider doing it
Daily, I just think when things will get bad enough to end it.
Late summer 2025
Same.
everyday but less so on weekends
30 times a day
Almost every day. And it's already got better than it was a few years ago
Very relatable. Especially this part
I think about killing, yeah.
It's always in the back of my mind
never
i would mermer kill me or let me die randomly
the scariest thing that’s happened to me is psychosis because after that it’s like i suddenly started feeling everything and all the negative shit was showing me how much of a giant illusion i’ve been living in up until now. it’s like there’s no way i wasn’t supposed to be alone and i knew that but it’s hard to describe aside from the fact that i feel it just would’ve been better if i hadn’t existed. i try to push this away but i breathe it with my chronically maladjusted lifestyle. maladaptation used to be my perfect hack, i didn’t realize it was double-edged to this degree since i wasn’t completely immune to the seeds i thought would be more flexible in their debilitated form of being. that’s what i was betting on after all. worse, when i was physically confronted and restrained by those cops it’s like that took my ability to purely dissociate away; depressive confusion is the worst i need total voluntary pulls to dissociation. i’m just hoping i get it back since i have gotten a bit calmer but that’s not enough for me
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I get angry at life often, but never to the point where I want to die.
everyday, every second almost
Few times in the past, keeping myself alive so i can see my enemies destroying themselves keeps me going.
Used to be frequent, but now I just don't even care about anything. I realized it's impossible to find a romantic relationship because foids can't simply think logically so I don't even stress about anything really.
Pretty much hourly - any second I’m not playing vidya/scrolling/listening to music or doing menial tasks.
everyday every hour
How are you still alive?
Heaven while you can enjoy it, but when you get bored of being a NEET it will turn into hell on earth.
Daily throughout the days.
cowardliness
Unironically, not since I seriously coped with religion. Ironically, plenty.
I've been a NEET for 7 years haven't gotten bored of it
many times a day
Multiple times a day
Back when I used to attend school, this is all I would think about. I genuinely could not go one day without wanting to murder everyone around me and blowing my brains out. This culminated in me ditching my classes. I couldn't stand being humiliated everyday now that I'm older. I barely think about stuff like that because I'm so lost in life and I have so many regrets and those regrets tear at me everyday.
Every now and then.
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Yeah, the thoughts were nearly at their most frequent when I was going to school, but they were at their most frequent when I was working daily in an office at one point.
It was only a temporary job for a few weeks, but I was severely suicidal for that period of time, fantasising about killing myself probably upwards of 10 times a day consistently.
I work a casual job now, and often fantasise about killing myself/coworkers/customers on the job.
If I had gun access I would have almost certainly acted on my suicidal thoughts by this point. I heavily speed a lot and am often tempted to just swerve into a tree without my seatbelt, I think I may try that at some point. I become extremely detached sometimes, I think I could easily act in such a state.
Once or twice a week. If I'm having a particularly rough day, then it'll linger in the back of my mind till my mood improves.
Brutal man!
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I was the same in high school. I couldn’t stand my classmates and how fake everyone was. I would always just leave school early and watch my crush from my car.
Couples times a week
Suicide and going to ER are the only acts of rebellion for a biological outcast, because it is the only act that is not directly linked to the biological survival to which all human beings are slaves.
A couple times a week but I don't think I'll go through with it anytime soon. Maybe things will get even worse for me in the future and that'll push me to it
Daily though sometimes I have streaks where i go a few weeks or so without it
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