How often?
For me, the thought crosses my mind at least once every day.
For me, the thought crosses my mind at least once every day.
at least a couple times a day
Yeah same. For me, its always at the back of my mind. The desire to escape is always there.
same it never goes away, haunts me even in my sleep
Same here
Once a week to a month. Depends how shitty day is.
Wow, only that little? Mogs me.
Abused all thru school, Abused at work, Ridiculed for my looks, ADHD, Ugly nose, Chronic pain, Parents neglect me at times so i feel like my expiriences arent valid, Like they downplay it by pull yourself up the bootstraps even if im in horrible pain mentally and physically at times, Think im spoiled, Nope i dont live in a mansion i live in a small studio apartment but i did have some fun with crypto because i didnt want to be extremely poor anymore, I dont have a villa, I was told im spoiled because of the small apartment i rent, WTF, My parents didnt let me come home when i was sent to college so i had to endure a whole year of being lonely at college, Just so they could get the tuition money back, People not respecting my boundaries and mocking me all my life and being snarky, My parents high expectations,
Me almost wanting to drown myself in the river at college because of loneliness, My abusive dad, My mother that yelled at me that day i lay in bed saying do something with your life while i was in screaming chronic pain, Do something your a smart guy, My brother hates me and we never have contact, Idk man its rough, I have no idea what to do because i grew up rejected so the computer was kind of my only friend, And when i did have a friend i was told he didnt care if i was there or not so i eventually left, They left me for a bully, Some stupid immigrant that bully me and tried breaking my arm.
In 2015 i was bullied repeatedly having someone say my name over and over, This was another school tho for mechanics, I was told to leave or stay because i punched the kid bullying me and pinned agains the wall by boss yelling at me, If he knew how obnoxious that kid was he should have blown his head off but justice never comes my way.
and trying to make friends with people my age now most of them will be truecels, They are all so bitter with anger issues, The slightest word they dont like if you phrase something the wrong way they are going to chimp out in anger, EVEN over a fucking game, I had one that wouldnt stop drinking at my place when i had him over and one that raged completely over a fucking game.
There is no friends or girlfriends as an incel unless you can find a needle in a highstack,
I used to have that friend that was easygoing and cool but they are moving on with their lives.
Im tired of being everyones punching bag, Its time to be my own man now, If they dont like me they dont have to talk to me.
Im done, You cant make people like you as an incel, It just is what it is, All i can do is try like myself which is hard.
Idk, For some reason ive survived 20+ years without roping and im still here on gods green earth and i have no idea why
is there something i have to do? Is there a god? Why am i here? Its all so tiresome, Today i spent 30 minutes with chatgpt to calm myself because all the fucked up memories of being bullied and what other kids did to me, Im not gonna mention it all, Yeah it stings and today it haunted me like a motherfucker.
I try to do something nice for myself with the investments ive made, Get a break from it all.
Its all so tiresome when i have a past like this, And it doesnt help that our hospitals are slow and filled to the brim
We take in more people than the hospital can handle, If were going to have immigration were going to need more hospitals.
You cant put 70 people into 50 beds, Thats just the way it is.
most people think you can do this, But you cant, Theres a limit
how many can stay at one time, Therefore we need more hospitals or close
the borders completely, My parents would call me a racist for typing this but
were at capacity, CAPACITY, I have waited around almost a decade till i got my meds.
I also have poor eyesight so thats also shit, And being a sperg with ADHD on neetbuxx doesnt help either
my traumatic expiriences forged me into a NEET, I am just one speck of dust floating around in the universe,
Nothing more, I just accepted that this speck of dust will never have a normal life or a GF, Its all so tiresome.
Me almost wanting to drown myself in the river at college because of loneliness, My abusive dad, My mother that yelled at me that day i lay in bed saying do something with your life while i was in screaming chronic pain, Do something your a smart guy, My brother hates me and we never have contact, Idk man its rough, I have no idea what to do because i grew up rejected so the computer was kind of my only friend, And when i did have a friend i was told he didnt care if i was there or not so i eventually left, They left me for a bully, Some stupid immigrant that bully me and tried breaking my arm.
In 2015 i was bullied repeatedly having someone say my name over and over, This was another school tho for mechanics, I was told to leave or stay because i punched the kid bullying me and pinned agains the wall by boss yelling at me, If he knew how obnoxious that kid was he should have blown his head off but justice never comes my way.
and trying to make friends with people my age now most of them will be truecels, They are all so bitter with anger issues, The slightest word they dont like if you phrase something the wrong way they are going to chimp out in anger, EVEN over a fucking game, I had one that wouldnt stop drinking at my place when i had him over and one that raged completely over a fucking game.
There is no friends or girlfriends as an incel unless you can find a needle in a highstack,
I used to have that friend that was easygoing and cool but they are moving on with their lives.
Im tired of being everyones punching bag, Its time to be my own man now, If they dont like me they dont have to talk to me.
Im done, You cant make people like you as an incel, It just is what it is, All i can do is try like myself which is hard.
Idk, For some reason ive survived 20+ years without roping and im still here on gods green earth and i have no idea why
is there something i have to do? Is there a god? Why am i here? Its all so tiresome, Today i spent 30 minutes with chatgpt to calm myself because all the fucked up memories of being bullied and what other kids did to me, Im not gonna mention it all, Yeah it stings and today it haunted me like a motherfucker.
I try to do something nice for myself with the investments ive made, Get a break from it all.
Its all so tiresome when i have a past like this, And it doesnt help that our hospitals are slow and filled to the brim
We take in more people than the hospital can handle, If were going to have immigration were going to need more hospitals.
You cant put 70 people into 50 beds, Thats just the way it is.
most people think you can do this, But you cant, Theres a limit
how many can stay at one time, Therefore we need more hospitals or close
the borders completely, My parents would call me a racist for typing this but
were at capacity, CAPACITY, I have waited around almost a decade till i got my meds.
I also have poor eyesight so thats also shit, And being a sperg with ADHD on neetbuxx doesnt help either
my traumatic expiriences forged me into a NEET, I am just one speck of dust floating around in the universe,
Nothing more, I just accepted that this speck of dust will never have a normal life or a GF, Its all so tiresome.
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Never, my copes are too strong
Teach us your secrets oh wise one
Alcohol, gooning, read fiction, vidya. Basically chronically online. I'm also a NEET so I don't have to go outside and I can LDAR all the time.Teach us your secrets oh wise one
Me too, Im NEET but i cant seem to get rid of thinking which then causes bad emotions.
Pretty much every day.
Just distract yourself 24/7 so u don't have to think about your problems
Yeah man, its a slow agonizing crawl towards death from a thousand small cuts for us. I just want it to end.
I've noticed how my urge to self delete shoots up whenever I spend a good chunk of my time outside as opposed to being holed up in my room
I thought you coped good with AGENT 47 our bald superhero, What changed?Yeah man, its a slow agonizing crawl towards death from a thousand small cuts for us. I just want it to end.
All copes eventually fail. Nothing can suppress the truth of my physical inadequacy.
Once a week , I already try k myself when a was 16 after that I stop thinking about this too much
I see, Im just coping repairing old hifi equipment and making it sound good again, Its a hobby i
havent had for a longest time but i started again after taking a break.
The fact we are incel is bonecrushing
That's why I hate going outside. Yesterday I went for a walk at night and saw a bunch of young rich high tier curry normies with foids dressed slutty as if they're ready to hit the club. Total suicide fuel seeing privileged people live life while I remain stuck.
Brutal, Being mogged by jeets as a jeet, Its like god smacks you in the face creating you a jeet and then you cant get pajeeta.
I need to kill myself. My inferiority is beyond my tolerance level.
I would not advice suicide.
Every day. Sometimes even in my dreams.
Once or twice a day.
Rarely. I cope hard, I distract myself from my thoughts by working a lot, doing chores and some other things, I dont have much holiday or free time because it would make me feel depressed having time to reflect on my life
What do you work as? How do you spend most days routinely to keep the thoughs in check?
I think about killing, yeah.
have my own business, work remotely from home I think 12 hours a day or more even during weekends , other that that I live alone so I need to do stuff like cooking, cleaning, gardening. I tried many copes and workaholism is good cope , whenever I have free time I feel depressed so I start doing something to distract myself
Your hardworking and im glad you found a good cope,
How did you start your own business, I am interested in your story, You dont have to mention
the business itself, Just what you do and how you do it, I want to start something like this too
Mogs me.
Hard to give advice to be honest , Im 26 and started doing various online businesses when I was 16 , first it was related to video games which I was addicted to as a teenage boy. my advice would be to focus on specific niche and have long term plan, it would likely take a few years untill you can make money on something, its not easy, save as much money as possible and dont listen to stupid online gurus and dont buy their courses. I think lack of girlfriend and any social life benefited me in a way, I could work more and do better than avarage normie. I think best advice for autistic and/or ugly young man is to give up on women, forget about them (only thing you can get is maybe betabuxxing for 100 kg single mother) and find good copes
I'm nearly 35 and tired of failing at everything so I'm impatient when it comes to long term plans. I'm grinding right now and don't want to grind anymore. I don't want to stay deprived anymore. I can't do this life. I just can't.
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if i lived in America and had access to a gun i would had done it already Only reason i ain’t dead is because im a pussy who is afraid of the pain and i also have this fear that will somehow fuck it up and end up a vegetable.
Only reason i ain’t dead is because im a pussy who is afraid of the pain and i also have this fear that will somehow fuck it up and end up a vegetable.
only after binging vodka. I should really stop with that
Never tbh
Same.
Once in a while, it's never even serious but rather just wondering what life would be like if I was dead.
Multiple times a day.
I daydream about suicide and going ER.
D
Quite literally daily, though the number of times varies. I often have vivid daydreams about killing myself or going on a rampage, if not just vaguely wishing I would die.
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