Paladin
I did it for results
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It feels like a random wheel is spun everyday to decide whether I'll feel okay or absolutely depressed and tired of living. Somedays I can wake up and feel whitepilled and that I can be content to live out my life how it is coping with my hobbies but other days I'll wake up and I can't find anything to give me any enjoyment even things that I would enjoy doing other days and all I can think of is how much easier it would be to not exist at all. It feels like my brain just fucks with me to make me miserable for it's own enjoyment and I'm tired of it.





