Been feeling uncharacteristically down as of late. Just soul crushing misery that I feel has no end. I usually don't think about killing myself but I am now. The main thing that stops me is surviving my attempt or how my mother would feel if I died.
never
On a daily
Daily
A lot. I don't want to, but I look at myself and just want it all gone
Every day
I'm not really suicidal these days thanks to the whitepill
I fantasize about it very often but I don't want to end up in hell so I probably won't do that. I don't want to end up in psych ward either, it's worse than prison.
Who wouldn't have thoughts like that if they were unlovable, autistic and chronically poor without real copes? It's fucking pathetic when buying some bmw for 4000eur and moving abroad (only having a job and apartment is enough) is a distant fantasy.
Who wouldn't have thoughts like that if they were unlovable, autistic and chronically poor without real copes? It's fucking pathetic when buying some bmw for 4000eur and moving abroad (only having a job and apartment is enough) is a distant fantasy.
Not so much anymore. Maybe once a month when some random shit happens that fucks me up. Currently its the stock market crash thst downed my portfolio by 3k.
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Around once a week
every other day.
every day when i wake up at 5:45 AM to get ready for wage slaving since i wasnt born rich
It already ended for me @conception.
no, I be getting big buzz on sale at store. sales tax is high tho.
mysterious Maui Wowie cross x Alaskan Thunder strain
mysterious Maui Wowie cross x Alaskan Thunder strain
My whole dream is to end this life and begin a new life properly without my parents and family and dumb people fucking it all up for me
Is this in Canada, that weed doesn't look too great it looks like normal UK weed
At least once a week. But I never plan how or something
At least once a month.
Very often, I am still contemplating whether I will ER or just end it when I have no other options left.
Every day, I am giving things a year at most and if nothing changes I'll unfortunately have no other choice, life has become torture for me.
Few times everyday
Everyday
Always
I'm not planning rn but it is something I will have to do.
how so? what makes you feel better?
Daily now, but they are all pretty painful. And i'm scared of coming back worse
A few minutes every day.
Daily, like every hour.
Not anymore
You stop caring what normies and foids think and just enjoy your life
On a daily basis
Every now and then 
Every day while wage slaving
On the daily.
I walked across the sidewalk and almost got hit by a car but didnt feel any fear and asked myself is this it?
I didnt get hit by the car and went to the destination i was going, Was going to get some booze to cope
I didnt get hit by the car and went to the destination i was going, Was going to get some booze to cope
damn, brutal. why so early? my neet-times (I just study remotely) will end soon, and soon I'll have to get up early and drag my ass to work, getting treated differently because of my 5'4 and my facial deformities
once in a month or two
Never. Don't want to die.
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