They deny ever doing these things, and gaslight me about their neglect. This is a record of their abuse. Now that they have another child, its even more painful because they teach him everything, put him in sports, take all his medical problems seriously, buy him whatever he wants, and treat him very well. So its not like they didn't know how to parent. They just didn't care about me. And now that I've become a neet, they get a free live in housekeeper that they can take out their stress on for the rest of their lives. Jfl.
1. Being born premature and mother not fully following the doctors orders because she 'didn't want to pump her baby full of chemicals'. I grew up malnourished, with weak teeth and with very small head/hands/feet.
2. They did not teach me basic hygiene like toothbrushing, skincare, and deodorant. My skin is ruined from washing my face with soap and putting alcohol on acne, and my teeth are very yellow have thin enamel and a lot of fillings. I stunk all though until mid highschool when I found out about deodorant and begged my mother for days to buy me one.
3. They cut my hair in a retard bowl cut until highschool, this is self explanatory.
4. I only got shitty Walmart clothing even though we weren't poor, always coats too big for me because I'd 'grow into it' (I didn't).
5. Did not teach me to socialize, I was not allowed to go to other ppls houses or hang out after school. The only thing I could do was study, go on the computer and read, but they still yelled at me for going on the computer too much.
6. Ignored multiple health issues like not growing at normal rate, being fat, cavities, tmj, acne, flat feet, and posture problems. When I did go to the dentist I would be berated for wasting my mother's time and inconvenicing her. My face literally looks like I had a stroke because the tmj is so bad, yet I'm supposed to 'get a job and pay for it yourself, its not important'.
7. Was not taught any life lessons like get a job in highschool or else you'll be unemployable later on. Did not teach any practical things like how to do taxes or handle finances.
8. Gave me cptsd because they needed to release their stress from the day at work. I freeze up whenever someone yells at me, loud noises make me jump, I feel terrified and flinch when people touch me, my voice is very quiet, asking for help/basic respect is impossible, and I live in perpetual state of dissociation.
9. Denied and gaslighted any and ALL of my negative feelings growing up, I have no boundaries and am supposed to sacrifice myself for everyone no matter what I think or feel.
10. All of this is apparently my fault and I should pull myself by the bootstraps and get on with my life.
1. Being born premature and mother not fully following the doctors orders because she 'didn't want to pump her baby full of chemicals'. I grew up malnourished, with weak teeth and with very small head/hands/feet.
2. They did not teach me basic hygiene like toothbrushing, skincare, and deodorant. My skin is ruined from washing my face with soap and putting alcohol on acne, and my teeth are very yellow have thin enamel and a lot of fillings. I stunk all though until mid highschool when I found out about deodorant and begged my mother for days to buy me one.
3. They cut my hair in a retard bowl cut until highschool, this is self explanatory.
4. I only got shitty Walmart clothing even though we weren't poor, always coats too big for me because I'd 'grow into it' (I didn't).
5. Did not teach me to socialize, I was not allowed to go to other ppls houses or hang out after school. The only thing I could do was study, go on the computer and read, but they still yelled at me for going on the computer too much.
6. Ignored multiple health issues like not growing at normal rate, being fat, cavities, tmj, acne, flat feet, and posture problems. When I did go to the dentist I would be berated for wasting my mother's time and inconvenicing her. My face literally looks like I had a stroke because the tmj is so bad, yet I'm supposed to 'get a job and pay for it yourself, its not important'.
7. Was not taught any life lessons like get a job in highschool or else you'll be unemployable later on. Did not teach any practical things like how to do taxes or handle finances.
8. Gave me cptsd because they needed to release their stress from the day at work. I freeze up whenever someone yells at me, loud noises make me jump, I feel terrified and flinch when people touch me, my voice is very quiet, asking for help/basic respect is impossible, and I live in perpetual state of dissociation.
9. Denied and gaslighted any and ALL of my negative feelings growing up, I have no boundaries and am supposed to sacrifice myself for everyone no matter what I think or feel.
10. All of this is apparently my fault and I should pull myself by the bootstraps and get on with my life.
. He's a little monster anyways. Steals my stuff, hits me, insults me and has sense of superiority, if I retaliate in any way my parents just blame me for it anyways.
