Venting I never had an actual friend irl.

[Lifeless]

When I was young (around 6-12 years old) I always tried socializing with normies and I tried becoming friends with them, I met these 2 guys that were always laughing and having fun with eachother and I thought I could fit in with them but I never did, at some point I thought they were my friends because they would sometimes talk to me but I heard them talking about me being weird and "being different" after that point I realized that trying to become friends with normies is a bad idea and not possible for social outcasts such as myself, during my highschool years I was completely alone and I stopped trying to become friends with normies because they treated me like shit and like a subhuman, and since I never spoke they bullied me for not speaking, but I tried speaking before and their problem was that I was annoying, I didn't know what to do with school anymore since I was bullied and couldn't make friends and I was failing school completely, when I was 16 I decided to drop out of highschool and I have been rotting for almost 6 years now.

 

[zd60]

I've basically never had friends neither online or irl, the short time I was in public school everyone avoided me and never spoke to me, the teachers even would ignore me most of the time after that I was homeschooled until I ended up dropping out, kinda sucks always being alone

 

[Lifeless]

I've basically never had friends neither online or irl, the short time I was in public school everyone avoided me and never spoke to me, the teachers even would ignore me most of the time after that I was homeschooled until I ended up dropping out, kinda sucks always being alone

Brutal, being alone is a curse, I was never accepted by normies.

 

[zd60]

Brutal, being alone is a curse, I was never accepted by normies.

Same no has ever seemingly accepted me my own parents don't even really

 

[scrully]

same even from my earliest school memories I was always bullied. the bullying got terrible at high school that I spent as little time in the building as possible, I gave up the thought of making friends.

 

[Lifeless]

same even from my earliest school memories I was always bullied. the bullying got terrible at high school that I spent as little time in the building as possible, I gave up the thought of making friends.

The bullying never stopped, I always tried staying far away from them but all 3 of them were in my class so it wasn't easy.

 

[scrully]

The bullying never stopped, I always tried staying far away from them but all 3 of them were in my class so it wasn't easy.

I had to switch school. the bullies would follow me home, throw me off my bike and beat me, it got too much and I was also failing too many classes over it. the bullying stopped at my other school but every attempt I made at making friends failed. so I became the lonely kid.

 

[Lifeless]

I had to switch school. the bullies would follow me home, throw me off my bike and beat me, it got too much and I was also failing too many classes over it. the bullying stopped at my other school but every attempt I made at making friends failed. so I became the lonely kid.

That's extremely brutal man, you had it worse than me, for me they would beat me up in the locker rooms and hit me with belts and stuff, I punched one of them in the face once but that just made things worse.

 

[Emba]

My condolences bro

 

[Den66kj]

When I was young (around 6-12 years old) I always tried socializing with normies and I tried becoming friends with them

IT would say: it was because of your personality

 

[Lifeless]

IT would say: it was because of your personality

ITfags are sub 70 IQ

 

[anglocelticcel]

That’s sad, I hope you’re ok mate. I want to be your friend (over 18)

 

[Lifeless]

That’s sad, I hope you’re ok mate. I want to be your friend (over 18)

Thanks brocel

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

DNR but bruuutal. I also have no friends.

 

[ItsOverMan]

People only want you as a friend if you're entertaining to them or can give them something (money, access to females, etc.). As soon as that goes away they drop you.

If you're boring or have a boring personality NOBODY wants you as a friend.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I've basically never had friends neither online or irl, the short time I was in public school everyone avoided me and never spoke to me, the teachers even would ignore me most of the time after that I was homeschooled until I ended up dropping out, kinda sucks always being alone

I harbor resentment towards my classmates too I hated being outcasted by them too I'll never forget when my mom forced me to do a graduation party, no one from my school came

 

[zd60]

I harbor resentment towards my classmates too I hated being outcasted by them too I'll never forget when my mom forced me to do a graduation party, no one from my school came

I hate the classmates I had too, but i'm glad I at least didn't have to go through a party that no one showed up for that's brutal man

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

People only want you as a friend if you're entertaining to them or can give them something (money, access to females, etc.). As soon as that goes away they drop you.

If you're boring or have a boring personality NOBODY wants you as a friend.

Brutal facts, been ghosted loads of times because I make boring small talk when I tried to make it meaningful

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I hate the classmates I had too, but i'm glad I at least didn't have to go through a party that no one showed up for that's brutal man

I was so sad and embarrassed at the same time, I basically showed my acquaintances from my parents friends that I was a loser I blocked some of my former classmates for not showing up to my graduation party, fucking assholes they were, you wouldn't want that experience that I went through

 

[zd60]

I was so sad and embarrassed at the same time, I basically showed my acquaintances from my parents friends that I was a loser I blocked some of my former classmates for not showing up to my graduation party, fucking assholes they were, you wouldn't want that experience that I went through

Absolutely brutal man, this world is filled with nothing but vile cruelty

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Absolutely brutal man, this world is filled with nothing but vile cruelty

Pfft especially if they lied saying that maybe they would go some of them didn't even answered when I asked them if they were coming

 

[zd60]

Pfft especially if they lied saying that maybe they would go some of them didn't even answered when I asked them if they were coming

that's just how the world treats us, we are aliens to everyone else

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

that's just how the world treats us, we are aliens to everyone else

If my mom didn't forced me and if I had a choice I would've never threw a party, because I knew some of those assholes would back stap me

 

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[zd60]

If my mom didn't forced me and if I had a choice I would've never threw a party, because I knew some of those assholes would back stap me

I wouldn't of threw a party either if i was you and had the choice, I don't trust normies at all when it comes to to things like that they only ever screw you over and treat you like a bug

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I wouldn't of threw a party either if i was you and had the choice, I don't trust normies at all when it comes to to things like that they only ever screw you over and treat you like a bug

Not only normies same with foids too, same behavior just different gender

 

[zd60]

Not only normies same with foids too, same behavior just different gender

oh easily, i just lump them all together under the category normie

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Brutal, sorry to hear that. All the IRL friends I've had in middle school were all fake and just used me as the autistic punching bag. Honestly they weren't even friends. They refused to hang out with me out of school and only tolerated me in their group. They'd all go to the movies but never invited me or they'd all hang out at a house but leave me out of it. Even when I invited myself, they'd make some bullshit excuse up.

lf, during my highschool years I was completely alone and I stopped trying to become friends with normies because they treated me like shit and like a subhuman, and since I never spoke they bullied me for not speaking, but I tried speaking before and their problem was that I was annoying, I didn't know what to do with school anymore since I was bullied and couldn't make friends and I was failing school completely, when I was 16 I decided to drop out of highschool and I have been rotting for almost 6 years now.

Honestly high school is a waste of time, only point of it is to get your diploma. Everything you learn you forget and none of the skills you learn in high school are actually helpful in the real world. Getting out of school for being bullied is a good decision. Was it mostly physical bullying or verbal bullying?