Venting I'm tired of life beating my ass

[onyxorion]

Everyday I see ppl being carefree and spending my monthly grocery bill on alcohol just to impress while I'm calculating the calories of a pasta packet just to see what will keep me fuller for longer.

Starving myself just to save money and food.

Everyday I wake up, 3 different problems show up to my life.

Having to beg for parents to cover collage rent every time it's due although they agreed to pay. They unleash whatever stress they have during the day on me and making threats to cut me off for god knows what reason.

Dealing with suicidal thoughts Everyday from 2018 up until now so my grades suffer and parents verbally assault me over the phone. Told my mom but got lectured about how people have it worse then me.

Having to avoid crackheads who recognized my face and pick me out from the crowd because I looked them in the eye.

Being am incel as well desiring relationships but not being able to.

The weather being ass as well.

The constant comparison to siblings who had more stable at home lives then me.

Worrying about being robbed on the daily as well.

It's all so tiring proves, everyday I fight to stay alive but you can't always be strong.

Everyday I fight the urge to rope but I wouldn't be surprised if I roped before the end of this year.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Fucking brutal. God hates us.

 

[onyxorion]

Fucking brutal. God hates us.

True that bro, most students concern is finding money just to party while I lay in my room starving to save money

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

True that bro, most students concern is finding money just to party while I lay in my room starving to save money

I'm shocked your parents are ok with that happening to you.

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

It really truly never began for povertycels, You guys suffer more than most incels here. Not only do you have to deal with a society the treats you poorly because you are ugly but also the unfair consequences of being born in family that is struggling to survive.

 

[onyxorion]

I'm shocked your parents are ok with that happening to you.

Apparently struggle is good for character apparently. Groceries are so expensive that I have to stretch them out even though I have the biggest appetite in the family

 

[onyxorion]

It really truly never began for povertycels, You guys suffer more than most incels here. Not only do you have to deal with a society the treats you poorly because you are ugly but also the unfair consequences of being born in family that is struggling to survive.

The reality of living in the third world
I have to torture myself just to get some degree so I stand a better chance of being employed.
I envy fratboys

 

[Misogynist Vegeta]

The reality of living in the third world
I have to torture myself just to get some degree so I stand a better chance of being employed.
I envy fratboys

3rd world too? brutal.

 

[Subhuman Niceguy]

Inter Milan feels your pain.

 

[Eternalifeofdoom]

Real. My brother I'm struggling with the same shits ur dealing with and oh college was horrible

 

[Inbred]

I'm not even poor but life will never give me a break, considering I have OCD and whatnot. It's so tiresome, but also makes me angry. I have reached my breaking point with this all.

 

[Aether]

Life won't get tired of beating your ass though

 

[onyxorion]

Life won't get tired of beating your ass though

That's the worst part

 

[SickWeakCoward]

That's the worst part

Here's the song i listened to on my senior year 18 years ago.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNFjLzVKVdk


Guess what? It didn't get better. It got worse!

 

[poorenglishcel]