Deleted member 14490
Surgerymaxxing is the path to ascension
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I'm usually on from about 9 am to 2 am, so about 17 hours each day, 7 days a week.
I spend my entire day on PC
Too much. It's an addiction, I'm not gonna sugarcoat it at all. Will change, I'm adamant.
It is, I agree. But...I feel like it's effecting my nerves in a weird way. I tweak out a lot more than I did in my youth, idk I just feel microwaved.Why bro? It's a great cope tbh, 17 hours a day isn't even that much honestly, normies waste just as much time or more doing other useless stuff
you guys
From the time I wake up to the time I go to bed. I'm attached like a foid is to her phone or to chad dick.
tbh even if i go outside it's not better in any way. Im 28, have no friends, never had a girlfriend. Im legit socially retarded, can't connect or relate to other people in general no matter what i try. Also doing things on your own gets old pretty fast.60% of the 'incels' here just have social anxiety disorder and could ascend if they didn't stunt their social skills by spending too much time on their computers. I'm glad you boyos sabotaged your own lives, we need the company.
I spend my entire day on PC
He thinks that mental illnesses from being rejected by society, by femoids, by "friends" is simple to fix. I'm a neet for 10 years, my social phobia is so severe that i get panic attack every time i even think about going outside my home and if i do go outside i have to run to toilet every 10-40min (depend how stressful thing will be) i feel pressure on my throat, i can feel my nerves and my limbs are shaking, i can feel nerves in my eyes and in the head, they last thing you want is to talk, meet and work with people.tbh even if i go outside it's not better in any way. Im 28, have no friends, never had a girlfriend. Im legit socially retarded, can't connect or relate to other people in general no matter what i try. Also doing things on your own gets old pretty fast.
Mine is almost as bad as yours not quite but it's getting there, when I do go out I don't leave my parents car, last time I went into town with them to see if it had got better I literally had to climb under the seats and hide because it was so bad. I am also NEET for 4 years now because of this extreme social anxiety (Tried many therapy etc nothing helped), I am 20 now plus socially retarded and I too think my mind is broken and unfixable. Of course all of this stemmed from extreme bullying and rejection throughout my school yearsHe thinks that mental illnesses from being rejected by society, by femoids, by "friends" is simple to fix. I'm a neet for 10 years, my social phobia is so severe that i get panic attack every time i even think about going outside my home and if i do go outside i have to run to toilet every 10-40min (depend how stressful thing will be) i feel pressure on my throat, i can feel my nerves and my limbs are shaking, i can feel nerves in my eyes and in the head, they last thing you want is to talk, meet and work with people.
I have tried to fight it but it did not work actually it made it worse along with additional depression (/w suicidal thoughts) since i was 24 (i was depressed since i remember but it never was as strong as now it is). I was in countless psychologists and psychiatrist, nothing have worked. You can't fix my fucked up, bitter, angry and broken mind, at this point i doubt if even gf would not fix it, you can't make up for the lost years of my life, i'm almost 27 at this time everyone already had multiple relationships and they are bored with typical sex they want to experiment with bdsm or different degrading stuff like dragon dildos. What incel can offer a girl? His virginity and fucked up mind?
And about topic, i'm waking up, boiling water for tea or just filling cup with the hot water, take a sip, go to toilet to take piss, and then come back to my room and spend there rest of my day and night by playing shitty games which doesn't give me fun anymore and browse internet, then at night try to go sleep (sometimes my anxiety and depression is so bad that i can't fall asleep till sunrise)
60% of the 'incels' here just have social anxiety disorder and could ascend if they didn't stunt their social skills by spending too much time on their computers. I'm glad you boyos sabotaged your own lives, we need the company.
He thinks that mental illnesses from being rejected by society, by femoids, by "friends" is simple to fix. I'm a neet for 10 years, my social phobia is so severe that i get panic attack every time i even think about going outside my home and if i do go outside i have to run to toilet every 10-40min (depend how stressful thing will be) i feel pressure on my throat, i can feel my nerves and my limbs are shaking, i can feel nerves in my eyes and in the head, they last thing you want is to talk, meet and work with people.
I have tried to fight it but it did not work actually it made it worse along with additional depression (/w suicidal thoughts) since i was 24 (i was depressed since i remember but it never was as strong as now it is). I was in countless psychologists and psychiatrist, nothing have worked. You can't fix my fucked up, bitter, angry and broken mind, at this point i doubt if even gf would not fix it, you can't make up for the lost years of my life, i'm almost 27 at this time everyone already had multiple relationships and they are bored with typical sex they want to experiment with bdsm or different degrading stuff like dragon dildos. What incel can offer a girl? His virginity and fucked up mind?
And about topic, i'm waking up, boiling water for tea or just filling cup with the hot water, take a sip, go to toilet to take piss, and then come back to my room and spend there rest of my day and night by playing shitty games which doesn't give me fun anymore and browse internet, then at night try to go sleep (sometimes my anxiety and depression is so bad that i can't fall asleep till sunrise)
3 to 6 hours. I have no social life and I have no friends. Either I'm on the laptop or play PS4, otherwise I have nothing to do.