Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Irl I'm a very private person, unlike here. I'm quiet, and due to my embarrassing past full of many fuck-ups, I don't talk about myself all that much.
But everywhere I went in life, I always had the feeling that information about me spread way too quickly and way too detailed info was known about me. I never knew exactly how. Likewise, I never knew shit about other people cause nobody told me.
It's like this with my parents, they mention something about someone and I'm like "how the fuck do they know that? do people I never even heard of know shit like that about me"?
I wouldn't be very concerned about this if I didn't have this deathly fear of seeing past acquaintances that could've heard about my many fuck-ups, the kind of things normies would kill themselves over I've been through many times. I hate people.
But everywhere I went in life, I always had the feeling that information about me spread way too quickly and way too detailed info was known about me. I never knew exactly how. Likewise, I never knew shit about other people cause nobody told me.
It's like this with my parents, they mention something about someone and I'm like "how the fuck do they know that? do people I never even heard of know shit like that about me"?
I wouldn't be very concerned about this if I didn't have this deathly fear of seeing past acquaintances that could've heard about my many fuck-ups, the kind of things normies would kill themselves over I've been through many times. I hate people.





