how many of you wished you were dead?

[fullofchagrin]

im wondering this. i myself have been actively suicidal for years but i am holding on just because of family. i would have killed myself every one of the past 1000 days if my family weren't alive. my life is constant suffering, i can't do anything due to severe treatment resistant depression and i don't even remember what joy or happiness feels like, because i don't remember the last time i felt it. sometimes i wish my family was dead just so i could off myself without guilt.

(the question is not do you wish you were never born, the question is would you actually kill yourself if there weren't things holding you back like responsiblity, family, fear of death, inability etc)

 

[XtremeMax]

i dont want to make my parents sad

 

[AutistSupremacist]

me tbh

 

[anon65]

I would go out on my own terms if I had no family, for sure.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

me

 

[WastedPotential]

im wondering this. i myself have been actively suicidal for years but i am holding on just because of family. i would have killed myself every one of the past 1000 days if my family weren't alive. my life is constant suffering, i can't do anything due to severe treatment resistant depression and i don't even remember what joy or happiness feels like, because i don't remember the last time i felt it. sometimes i wish my family was dead just so i could off myself without guilt.

(the question is not do you wish you were never born, the question is would you actually kill yourself if there weren't things holding you back like responsiblity, family, fear of death, inability etc)

It comes and goes, some days I feel like blowing my brains out, other days I'm too distracted.

I think my family and maybe some hope/cope of getting a good wageslave job and living a semi-comfortable life is the only thing keeping me alive in the long run.

 

[AdolfRizzler]

i wish i would never be born first, and second atleast to be dead if it wouldn t hurt

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Most of the forum for sure, I kind of question an incel that wants to live tbh.

 

[KetamineCel]

the answers are switched but for the most part i wished i was dead

 

[verbittERt]

i dont want to make my parents sad

only reason i didn't end up in a mugshot

 

[verbittERt]

I would go out on my own terms if I had no family, for sure.

 

[Sir Silentium]

Brutal ratio

 

[nachtlieder]

I wish I weren't born more so, dying would break my parents.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

the answers are switched but for the most part i wished i was dead

 

[Itsoverm8]

I wish I were dead

 

[cymbeline]

yes and no are swapped

 

[Itsoverm8]

I wish I was dead and I don’t even give a fuck if my family was sad I’d kill them to

 

[inhibedrj]

i dont want to make my parents sad

nothing else but this

 

[maskking]

Because there’s no explanation to this shit, I don’t want to be born back here again.