I do consider it to be good, understanding the meaningless reality of this world so you can be more careless is one of the best things that's happened to me. Of course you know what's restricted to you but at least you don't have to waste time pursuing things you don't have a chance in getting. If we knew the truth laid out full form from the start we wouldn't even be here, which is why there still hasn't been an actual deformed person on this forum, they knew truth from birth and got used to it so they didn't need to come on here and vent. We were gaslit from the beginning by our parents, peers and other surrounding forcing us to navigate through the bullshit and find out reality one at a time.
Everyone's going to die is a comforting truth.
For all, the world's pleasures comes to a halt.
None of the things that normies get upset about truly matters, only in a metaphysical and cultural dimension it does.