I'm in college right now.
I didn't face the same problems, mostly because I only interact with them when its group project. I leave them alone and they leave me alone. But the few girls (most of the girls in class are in another "clique" which me and my group doesn't interact too often, only a few, and currently only one, are in our "friend group") that are in my "friend group" have made it clear through their behavior that they see me as a weirdo, and if it wasn't for the other guy friends they wouldn't interact with me.
This despite me helping them before and even gifting them things for their birthday, not even as flirting bu merely because I wanted to have female friends.
I have not tried dating, as I have given up on women in general. Why try when you are guaranteed to be seen as an autistic weirdo through no fault of your own, and receive only bad memories that will haunt you for the rest of your life? I have enough bad memories already.
I do hate them for how their gender has treated me through my life, and I want nothing to do with them.
These days I'm much more upset about lacking male friends to talk, play video games, hang out and have fun, like I had when I was a child or in school, than I am about lacking a girlfriend.
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