took me about 1 yr before i realized no matter how much muscle you put on nothings fixing the fact your a manlet and highly autistic
Blackpill how long was it before you gave up self improvement for the people who tried to cope with it.
gymceling was a cope i wish id never wasted my time on
once "no gym for your face/race/height" started to hit me irl
A few months some years ago
like 8 years of blaming my personality for why my life is shit from age 12 to 21 or so, then found BP and immediately stopped blaming myself because I realized I look ethnic, I am autistic, retarded and ugly + male (which is a disability of its own already)
I've self improved until 28, then I went for hookers.
I generally believe the whole just improve thing comes from society's unwillingness to acknowledge that they're men who fundamentally exist lower in hierarchy than women. This makes sense since majority of feminist literature actively attributes victimhood to morality and power to evil. it's why the 'patriarchy' as they describe it is inherently evil without them having to explain why? if they acknowledge men can exist in the victim role and women in the superior role. then the logical extent of their frame work is that men are good and women are evil. which will never happen counting most of us are old enough to remember how the men's rights activists were treated in the 2010s
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I gave up on the redpill altogether after about 2 years. Your sexual success is solely a result of looks and social capital. Most importantly, I realized that men who actually get pussy have never actually wasted a thought about how to do it, they just do it. If you have to devise convoluted plans on how to talk to and attract women, it's already tragically over.
Getting continously mogged and no women really showing interest in me and also seeing some blackpill stuff
6 years
No self improvement for my height, looks and non-NTness
I broke down after one or two years.
2? Years? Roughly. Thought I had a chance. I, in-fact, did not.
Being stronger than normies is cool
I accepted self improvement was futile by 13. Shit genetics are really powerful within me.
Don't know exactly, but many years. Too many, really.
The thing with the human brain is that it desperately always tries to find some new cope to try to convince itself that there are variables you can control to change the situation for the better.
The thing with the human brain is that it desperately always tries to find some new cope to try to convince itself that there are variables you can control to change the situation for the better.
Age 12-13. I started noticing the differences that rich and better looking people had, and there were some people that were just above me in the hierarchy and there's nothing I could do. Not nearly as aware of this as I am now, especially with looks, but there was some blackpill in me then.
I've never truly given up, though. I still enjoy some copes and want to remain in decent health for myself. But, as far as winning others over, that's been gone for over 30 years.
I've never truly given up, though. I still enjoy some copes and want to remain in decent health for myself. But, as far as winning others over, that's been gone for over 30 years.
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It took me 1 year to realize that gym won't fix my face and bad genetics
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