I remember last year's spring semester as one of the worst periods of my life, I was struggling to deal with the negative emotions from 2 recent rejections, norwooding at 19, and social isolation. Dealing with the emotions from sexual isolation/ugliness is very hard for me, so much that it impacts my academic motivation. You can't ignore this, it stays with you wherever you go. It doesn't matter if you try and calm down with video games, take antidepressants, or tell yourself everything is gonna be ok.
During the peak of this sadness, IT screenshotted one of my posts and were mocking me with a hatred I've never seen before. Unbeknownst to me, this was my first encounter of redditors of the FDS/pinkpill variety, their presence on IT was at its peak. Unlike usual redditors, they make little efforts to hide malice and don't care about virtue signaling unless its to protect themselves.
They implied in the comments:
-only females can be incel
-females do not judge on looks, only males do
-females face unrealistic standards, males face none
-I am the only person saying im ugly
-reacting negatively to bad events = wallowing in self pity
-lower my standards
later after I replied to these comments, they did the usual reddit strategy and shifted their previous arguments to avoid debate (aka the "we never said that!"), while also accusing you with speculations. I responded by facing their newly shifted arguments and used deductive reasoning to clear their accusations. For the first time ever, I saw an IT soyboy actually agree with one of my statements. He was downvoted and also attacked by the hoard of IT-FDS users
faced with nowhere to go, the redditors started mocking me instead. I fell for their trap out of anger, and responded by insulting them for their lack of empathy. They used this as proof everything they said was true, and then I was banned.
I've been rejected 10 times in my past, with four females outright saying I was ugly or unattractive. Many of my friends also said I was ugly, but I didn't retaliate. On my first rejection at 14, the worst day of my life, the girl said I had absolutely no attractiveness in the slightest. Despite this, I've tried my hardest to be as kind and social to everyone around me as possible, even seeking to befriend "weird" people in school who I knew were lonely and in pain, even if it risked my reputation. My philosophy is to judge the good in others before everything else.
I will not however, deny the truths of this world, even if it sounds bad. This is the anti-thesis of reddit, and humanity in general. We see ourselves as above nature and deny any innate flaws in ourselves.
During the peak of this sadness, IT screenshotted one of my posts and were mocking me with a hatred I've never seen before. Unbeknownst to me, this was my first encounter of redditors of the FDS/pinkpill variety, their presence on IT was at its peak. Unlike usual redditors, they make little efforts to hide malice and don't care about virtue signaling unless its to protect themselves.
They implied in the comments:
-only females can be incel
-females do not judge on looks, only males do
-females face unrealistic standards, males face none
-I am the only person saying im ugly
-reacting negatively to bad events = wallowing in self pity
-lower my standards
later after I replied to these comments, they did the usual reddit strategy and shifted their previous arguments to avoid debate (aka the "we never said that!"), while also accusing you with speculations. I responded by facing their newly shifted arguments and used deductive reasoning to clear their accusations. For the first time ever, I saw an IT soyboy actually agree with one of my statements. He was downvoted and also attacked by the hoard of IT-FDS users
faced with nowhere to go, the redditors started mocking me instead. I fell for their trap out of anger, and responded by insulting them for their lack of empathy. They used this as proof everything they said was true, and then I was banned.
I've been rejected 10 times in my past, with four females outright saying I was ugly or unattractive. Many of my friends also said I was ugly, but I didn't retaliate. On my first rejection at 14, the worst day of my life, the girl said I had absolutely no attractiveness in the slightest. Despite this, I've tried my hardest to be as kind and social to everyone around me as possible, even seeking to befriend "weird" people in school who I knew were lonely and in pain, even if it risked my reputation. My philosophy is to judge the good in others before everything else.
I will not however, deny the truths of this world, even if it sounds bad. This is the anti-thesis of reddit, and humanity in general. We see ourselves as above nature and deny any innate flaws in ourselves.
