how i feel tonight and my thoughts (not that anyone cares)

[Genetic Error]

feel giga lonely

fell out with my 1 remaining friend yesterday after they turned on me so weirdly and was so cold and evil to me so i did it back 10x harder then blocked

so at least i dont feel sad but holy shit

i literally have no one in this world. its just me. the only minor interaction ive got is this shit forum filled with even more people who probably hate me and want to tear me down but oh well

ive got a new online course starting in like 3 weeks and at the end of it they guarantee a job interview or help me start freelancing so thats a bonus

but its zoom calls and they want u to come on video but im giga giga giga giga subhuman + just shaved my beard and hair off

so i asked the woman on email saying ive got anxiety about the way i look can i just use voice instead of video and she said she'll leavea note onmy account

idk if that means shes gonna ask or that means im alllowed.

giga fucked if i HAVE TO come on video. it will be like my subhumanness is getting in the way of my life once again

i got bullied out of college years ago from my looks thats why im on this shit course
in the first place

then when freelance or remote jobmaxxxed( as i cant stand to be mogged in public IRL job or be bullied as im immediate target)

i have to save 20k

break my legs in turkey. probably be disabled forever. and then go to SEA and try get myself a chubby LTB gf to betabuxx.

and if i just become disabled from LL i'll just rope. at least i tried

and if cant get a gf in SEA(not looking likely i cant even get attention online)

then thats okay because its nice and cheap to live there. sunny which makes me happy. and can escortmaxx for cheap

but its a long long road ahead and it doesnt look likely

im early 20s man. i feel like my life is being rotted away. wasting my youth. ill be 30 soon and basically accolplished nothing no gf, no youth.

you cant buy back youth

and i wasted mine sat in my room crying abiut my suhumanity. last text to my dad was me asking him how he expects me to live life as a bottom 1% genetic subhuman and he just left me on seen

im really alone in this world man.

no friends, no family, no gf, no one who cares about me, not even any onlien friends or groups or brotherhoods

idk how im not depressed. my life is so extremely shit its insane

i wish i just had a friend even online who i could just tell my problems to so dont have to deal with this hell by myself. but everyone ive ever met even online just hates me and wnats to bring me down even more when im already subhuman

i dont even want a gf for sex. a gf is just my only chance/excuse to make a friend who i can talk to so ican have someone. and to do simple stuff with like watch movies together... listen to music together..eat together.. talk about our problems together...

but even if i did get a gf. how can you relate to the struggles of a tutorial mode being. foids have no struggles. she wouldnt be able to relate in any way. and we cant complain about the 1 thing that effects us the most . our lack of desirability our entire lives and social rejection. cos thats just offputting. so u have to put on a brave face

i hate this life man

i wish i was just an avg genetics guy or girl in some shithole third world country. cos at least them guys have friends, gf, family who lvoes them and something to work towards- getting money and getting a nice house etc

im a bottom 1% gentics guy. developed country. but i cant go outside to see it cos im so subhuman and no one to go with. i have no friends and its impossible to make new friends as an avg guy in this day and age after education. let alone as a subhuman. i cant get a gf. my family doesnt love me. i think they want me dead honestly so they dont have to deal with looking at my miserable life and failure

and the only thing ive got to look forward to is paying money to breaking my legs and probably becoming disabled

and moving to a country where everyone hates me there and wants to take my money from me

why is this life so cruel to me man?

how can i ever be happy

 

[Vitarius]

the only minor interaction ive got is this shit forum filled with even more people who probably hate me and want to tear me down but oh well

I don't have reasons to hate you

 

[Genetic Error]

I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU BUT THERE IS NO HOPE FOR US WE WERE SENTENCED FOR SUFFERING WHEN WE WERE BORN (IN VIDEO GAME)

yep. the moment our subhuman dad laid eyes on our subhuman mom it was a wrap.

why were they so so selfish to do this to us(if ur even a real incel like me)

 

[Genetic Error]

I don't have reasons to hate you

thank you for not hating me

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

feel giga lonely

fell out with my 1 remaining friend yesterday after they turned on me so weirdly and was so cold and evil to me so i did it back 10x harder then blocked

so at least i dont feel sad but holy shit

i literally have no one in this world. its just me. the only minor interaction ive got is this shit forum filled with even more people who probably hate me and want to tear me down but oh well

ive got a new online course starting in like 3 weeks and at the end of it they guarantee a job interview or help me start freelancing so thats a bonus

but its zoom calls and they want u to come on video but im giga giga giga giga subhuman + just shaved my beard and hair off

so i asked the woman on email saying ive got anxiety about the way i look can i just use voice instead of video and she said she'll leavea note onmy account

idk if that means shes gonna ask or that means im alllowed.

giga fucked if i HAVE TO come on video. it will be like my subhumanness is getting in the way of my life once again

i got bullied out of college years ago from my looks thats why im on this shit course
in the first place

then when freelance or remote jobmaxxxed( as i cant stand to be mogged in public IRL job or be bullied as im immediate target)

i have to save 20k

break my legs in turkey. probably be disabled forever. and then go to SEA and try get myself a chubby LTB gf to betabuxx.

and if i just become disabled from LL i'll just rope. at least i tried

and if cant get a gf in SEA(not looking likely i cant even get attention online)

then thats okay because its nice and cheap to live there. sunny which makes me happy. and can escortmaxx for cheap

but its a long long road ahead and it doesnt look likely

im early 20s man. i feel like my life is being rotted away. wasting my youth. ill be 30 soon and basically accolplished nothing no gf, no youth.

you cant buy back youth

and i wasted mine sat in my room crying abiut my suhumanity. last text to my dad was me asking him how he expects me to live life as a bottom 1% genetic subhuman and he just left me on seen

im really alone in this world man.

no friends, no family, no gf, no one who cares about me, not even any onlien friends or groups or brotherhoods

idk how im not depressed. my life is so extremely shit its insane

i wish i just had a friend even online who i could just tell my problems to so dont have to deal with this hell by myself. but everyone ive ever met even online just hates me and wnats to bring me down even more when im already subhuman

i dont even want a gf for sex. a gf is just my only chance/excuse to make a friend who i can talk to so ican have someone. and to do simple stuff with like watch movies together... listen to music together..eat together.. talk about our problems together...

but even if i did get a gf. how can you relate to the struggles of a tutorial mode being. foids have no struggles. she wouldnt be able to relate in any way. and we cant complain about the 1 thing that effects us the most . our lack of desirability our entire lives and social rejection. cos thats just offputting. so u have to put on a brave face

i hate this life man

i wish i was just an avg genetics guy or girl in some shithole third world country. cos at least them guys have friends, gf, family who lvoes them and something to work towards- getting money and getting a nice house etc

im a bottom 1% gentics guy. developed country. but i cant go outside to see it cos im so subhuman and no one to go with. i have no friends and its impossible to make new friends as an avg guy in this day and age after education. let alone as a subhuman. i cant get a gf. my family doesnt love me. i think they want me dead honestly so they dont have to deal with looking at my miserable life and failure

and the only thing ive got to look forward to is paying money to breaking my legs and probably becoming disabled

and moving to a country where everyone hates me there and wants to take my money from me

why is this life so cruel to me man?

how can i ever be happy

What kind of job is it? And it won’t make you disabled, that’s a meme.

 

[Deleted member 44415]

feel giga lonely

fell out with my 1 remaining friend yesterday after they turned on me so weirdly and was so cold and evil to me so i did it back 10x harder then blocked

so at least i dont feel sad but holy shit

i literally have no one in this world. its just me. the only minor interaction ive got is this shit forum filled with even more people who probably hate me and want to tear me down but oh well

ive got a new online course starting in like 3 weeks and at the end of it they guarantee a job interview or help me start freelancing so thats a bonus

but its zoom calls and they want u to come on video but im giga giga giga giga subhuman + just shaved my beard and hair off

so i asked the woman on email saying ive got anxiety about the way i look can i just use voice instead of video and she said she'll leavea note onmy account

idk if that means shes gonna ask or that means im alllowed.

giga fucked if i HAVE TO come on video. it will be like my subhumanness is getting in the way of my life once again

i got bullied out of college years ago from my looks thats why im on this shit course
in the first place

then when freelance or remote jobmaxxxed( as i cant stand to be mogged in public IRL job or be bullied as im immediate target)

i have to save 20k

break my legs in turkey. probably be disabled forever. and then go to SEA and try get myself a chubby LTB gf to betabuxx.

and if i just become disabled from LL i'll just rope. at least i tried

and if cant get a gf in SEA(not looking likely i cant even get attention online)

then thats okay because its nice and cheap to live there. sunny which makes me happy. and can escortmaxx for cheap

but its a long long road ahead and it doesnt look likely

im early 20s man. i feel like my life is being rotted away. wasting my youth. ill be 30 soon and basically accolplished nothing no gf, no youth.

you cant buy back youth

and i wasted mine sat in my room crying abiut my suhumanity. last text to my dad was me asking him how he expects me to live life as a bottom 1% genetic subhuman and he just left me on seen

im really alone in this world man.

no friends, no family, no gf, no one who cares about me, not even any onlien friends or groups or brotherhoods

idk how im not depressed. my life is so extremely shit its insane

i wish i just had a friend even online who i could just tell my problems to so dont have to deal with this hell by myself. but everyone ive ever met even online just hates me and wnats to bring me down even more when im already subhuman

i dont even want a gf for sex. a gf is just my only chance/excuse to make a friend who i can talk to so ican have someone. and to do simple stuff with like watch movies together... listen to music together..eat together.. talk about our problems together...

but even if i did get a gf. how can you relate to the struggles of a tutorial mode being. foids have no struggles. she wouldnt be able to relate in any way. and we cant complain about the 1 thing that effects us the most . our lack of desirability our entire lives and social rejection. cos thats just offputting. so u have to put on a brave face

i hate this life man

i wish i was just an avg genetics guy or girl in some shithole third world country. cos at least them guys have friends, gf, family who lvoes them and something to work towards- getting money and getting a nice house etc

im a bottom 1% gentics guy. developed country. but i cant go outside to see it cos im so subhuman and no one to go with. i have no friends and its impossible to make new friends as an avg guy in this day and age after education. let alone as a subhuman. i cant get a gf. my family doesnt love me. i think they want me dead honestly so they dont have to deal with looking at my miserable life and failure

and the only thing ive got to look forward to is paying money to breaking my legs and probably becoming disabled

and moving to a country where everyone hates me there and wants to take my money from me

why is this life so cruel to me man?

how can i ever be happy

IT will take pictures of this and mock u in the comments for not being confident

 

[Genetic Error]

IT will take pictures of this and mock u in the comments for not being confident

they dont understand what its like to be in our shoes

if they was us they'd act the same way too

 

[Sigma]

Well I don't hate you but given the rundown of your situation, if I were you I would focus on living the best life I could live. Maximize personal profits, maintain health as much as possible, only socialize with older pragmatic men and so on.

 

[ShortestManlet]

hope the best for you man

 

[KevinFagcelberg]

What movies do u like

 

[übertard]

I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU BUT THERE IS NO HOPE FOR US WE WERE SENTENCED FOR SUFFERING WHEN WE WERE BORN (IN VIDEO GAME)
Holy shit he said something normal

 

[übertard]

Good luck with the job interview. Monymaxx and show these normshites who’s boss

 

[Genetic Error]

Well I don't hate you but given the rundown of your situation, if I were you I would focus on living the best life I could live. Maximize personal profits, maintain health as much as possible, only socialize with older pragmatic men and so on.

tbh i think ur right

 

[Genetic Error]

hope the best for you man

love bro

 

[Genetic Error]

What movies do u like

something funny to take my thoughts away from inceldom and feel happy for a minute

 

[Genetic Error]

I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU BUT THERE IS NO HOPE FOR US WE WERE SENTENCED FOR SUFFERING WHEN WE WERE BORN (IN VIDEO GAME)
Holy shit he said something normal

lmao

 

[Genetic Error]

Good luck with the job interview. Monymaxx and show these normshites who’s boss

lmao thank you bro

 

[Sigma]

tbh i think ur right

It's what I started doing years ago before I found the forum or blackpill
Even slowly starts to turn you semi-volcel

 

[Sigma]

I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU BUT THERE IS NO HOPE FOR US WE WERE SENTENCED FOR SUFFERING WHEN WE WERE BORN (IN VIDEO GAME)

A fucking breakthrough!
He IS human!

 

[MiSKiRaT]

but even if i did get a gf. how can you relate to the struggles of a tutorial mode being. foids have no struggles. she wouldnt be able to relate in any way. and we cant complain about the 1 thing that effects us the most . our lack of desirability our entire lives and social rejection. cos thats just offputting. so u have to put on a brave face

It's honestly out of our reach to get a simple life with simple needs. We're stuck in our states for the rest of our lives and we really can't expect much but to put ourselves out there and do our best. Keep your head up maybe you'll find your happy moments in life

 

[KevinFagcelberg]

something funny to take my thoughts away from inceldom and feel happy for a minute

Do u find gore funny maybe
My brain fails to see comedy movies as funny. What else is there? Romance n action films have many depression n love moments. I havnt seen a normal movi in years idk anymore
Shocker/bodyhorror n old slashers mostly n animated movies(not anime) when i want to feel like theres any hope, love n kindness in life

 

[Feetcel]

honestly reading your posts I can (semi-)vicariously (since it's also my situation mostly) feel your pain through you as another short white man.
you are not alone. but that will not help you ultimately. u should rope if you feel it is prudent to do so and have 0 regrets about anything regardless since it's not ur fault

 

[InMemoriam]

I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU BUT THERE IS NO HOPE FOR US WE WERE SENTENCED FOR SUFFERING WHEN WE WERE BORN (IN VIDEO GAME)
Holy shit he said something normal

Only (in video game)