Serious How I feel right now

[Justanotherbloke]

Pretty much similar to the thread I uploaded yesterday, me explaining how I didn't ask to be born.
I relate a lot to the thread of OP here, its raw and how I feel, I think of killing myself daily as well, and the most scary part for me is not death itself, but the process of killing myself.

I wish I was dead and didn't exist at all, Now, because of the decision our parents made, we have to feel the pain of death before drifting off to out default state of being which is nothingness.

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[Justanotherbloke]

Why don't our souls if we have them, have the option to consent being born into this world.

 

[|R12|]

A solution is given that name because it can only be seen after the problem has started.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

A solution is given that name because it can only be seen after the problem has started.

A solution presumes a problem worth solving. But existence itself is the original violation, thrust upon me without consent.
I never asked for consciousness, nor for the burden of enduring it. Death isn’t an escape cause it’s a return to silence, to stillness, to peace uncorrupted by the noise of life. If serenity lies beyond awareness, I’d choose that void over this imposed theatre any day. I'd rather be dead.

 

[|R12|]

A solution presumes a problem worth solving. But existence itself is the original violation, thrust upon me without consent.
I never asked for consciousness, nor for the burden of enduring it. Death isn’t an escape cause it’s a return to silence, to stillness, to peace uncorrupted by the noise of life. If serenity lies beyond awareness, I’d choose that void over this imposed theatre any day. I'd rather be dead.

Same here.

 

[Sewer Koala]

"Sorry OP you feel this way but your negatively will forever affect your life going forward. Unless you stop with this negative attitude and stop partaking in the victim olympic's, you will always remain stuck in this mindset.

I just want to be brutally honest in this case to the point you will be upset and offended, people don't like being around negative people with a loser attitude or those's who play the victim card. People love winners. Time to change for your own good."

The fucking retard who wrote this knows nothing

 

[daydreamER]

What helps me cope with this is that life is so fast anyway. Before we know it we will be lying on our death bed.

 

[Justanotherbloke]

"Sorry OP you feel this way but your negatively will forever affect your life going forward. Unless you stop with this negative attitude and stop partaking in the victim olympic's, you will always remain stuck in this mindset.

I just want to be brutally honest in this case to the point you will be upset and offended, people don't like being around negative people with a loser attitude or those's who play the victim card. People love winners. Time to change for your own good."

The fucking retard who wrote this knows nothing

I haven't looked at the responses, only OP's original message, it was for me more so about sharing his message.
As for the idiot who responded to OP, they're usually the typical 'life is a gift' lunatics.
Their obsession with positivity and winners is the language of someone terrified to confront the void, a defense mechanism masquerading as wisdom. They speak of attitude as if it overrides ontology, as if smiling makes it all better . I’m not interested in performing resilience for an existence I never consented to. And it's about time individuals with my mindset are able to take their parents to the court and sue the hospital they're born in too, like one of the guys in the thread says.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

life is a gift

gift in German means poison, so one could say that sentence actually means that life is poison

 

[Emba]

Fascinating

 

[psycho123]

I think of killing myself daily as well, and the most scary part for me is not death itself, but the process of killing myself.

I wish I was dead and didn't exist at all

same here. life is unfair to us. life burdens us with endless cycle of problems: family problems, financial problems, societal problems, school problems, etc. all could’ve been avoided by simply not existing.