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How do you deal with the pain when one of your close friends just starts to resent you and starts hating you and just stops talking to you ?
Do I accept the fact and pain that my only 1 friend in college has cut all contact with me and no longer wishes to see me
My brain stuck in the loop that maybe just maybe he will come around eventually
How do I accept this reality that now I am completely alone ?
Everyone in my uni hates , mocks me , teases me , even the treat like some weirdo even though I never once harassed or stalked any girl which the Chads do yet they get everything
People at uni my treat me like some clown at circus they make disgusting faces when they look at me , make fun of my way ov talking , things I say
My one crime is that I don't talk much , I don't talk to them even , if I talk to them they still hate me
I am scared of people , I have social anxiety, I had speech issues growing up due which I was bullied relentlessly in school , by local boys my siblings
Girls make disgusting faces when looking at me
I am completely alone now , I don't know how to face this
He's gonna tell everyone one fakes lies and things about me , and everyone will hate me even more
He way more popular than me everyone will believe him
I always sat alone in college till he talked to me , and now I am gonna have to face this all over again
All I did was blocked his number and showed him some arrogance , because he kept sending Pictures of a girl like at college with another guy that is her boyfriend
He kept saying I will die alone , I will never have her , she will never talk to me
So I got mad at him and showed him some arrogance
My only true friend hates me now , and this was the first friend I made since 2019
I haven't talked to a single female since 2017
Why does my life has to be this way
Do I accept the fact and pain that my only 1 friend in college has cut all contact with me and no longer wishes to see me
My brain stuck in the loop that maybe just maybe he will come around eventually
How do I accept this reality that now I am completely alone ?
Everyone in my uni hates , mocks me , teases me , even the treat like some weirdo even though I never once harassed or stalked any girl which the Chads do yet they get everything
People at uni my treat me like some clown at circus they make disgusting faces when they look at me , make fun of my way ov talking , things I say
My one crime is that I don't talk much , I don't talk to them even , if I talk to them they still hate me
I am scared of people , I have social anxiety, I had speech issues growing up due which I was bullied relentlessly in school , by local boys my siblings
Girls make disgusting faces when looking at me
I am completely alone now , I don't know how to face this
He's gonna tell everyone one fakes lies and things about me , and everyone will hate me even more
He way more popular than me everyone will believe him
I always sat alone in college till he talked to me , and now I am gonna have to face this all over again
All I did was blocked his number and showed him some arrogance , because he kept sending Pictures of a girl like at college with another guy that is her boyfriend
He kept saying I will die alone , I will never have her , she will never talk to me
So I got mad at him and showed him some arrogance
My only true friend hates me now , and this was the first friend I made since 2019
I haven't talked to a single female since 2017
Why does my life has to be this way
