How has 2019 been going for you compared to previous years?

[WawelDragon1683]

For me i must say it's probably the worst year yet, i dropped out out of school , lost all my friends, got in a drunken fight and got beat up, im forced to wagecuck or im gonna become hopeless. Not so good thus far and i only made it through half of the year.

 

[Subhuman Gamercel]

Pretty bad. I was happier around Christmas. From February it has been dowhnhill and is getting worse at least whole summer.

 

[Deleted member 8884]

Shitty af. I miss my NEEting days of last summer. But my dad was on the verge of kicking me out and now I have 2 janitor jobs JFL. Needless to say we don't talk very much. I just miss being a NEET.

 

[Napoleon de Nascar]

Not worst, not best. But no cute adorable lolis, so bad

 

[Todeswunsch]

Probably one of my worst years. I had a death in the family. Afterwards, the situation at home was like hell. I still hate my job. I started to work out a bit, but there's absolutely no success, yet.

 

[Insomniac]

Same old shit

 

[FukFeminism]

2018 and 2019 have been some of the best and worst times of my life.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

2018 and 2019 have been some of the best and worst times of my life.

I thought you were gonna off yourself. What happened?

 

[Deleted member 18435]

Same bullshit as the previous years so far but hopefully I can finally change that eventually.

 

[Deleted member 18912]

My best year so far.
2018 was a shit infested cake of diarrhea.
I spent a whole year getting components to complete my XP SP3 and Win98.
Since then i´ve been having a blast like i was in the former years when i was a kid at my brother´s old computer.
I also finished my Game Collection, RC Collection and Diecast 1:18 Collection.
2016/2017 i was hit with a deep depression and i fought it with all my guts.
There were days that could not sleep, days that i cried and the hurt from all the headaches, it was like i was being tortured by a demon.
I managed to slightly overcome it without consuming Kosher meds.
Been a NEET since 2015.

 

[Schizoidcel]

Not as bad as last year as I lost my brother, at least 2019 is flying by fast. 2017 was shit too so it can't get much worse.

 

[FlyFace]

Same as always.. the hatred I feel for humanity crawls around inside me like a million maggots, creating an angered sickness of a million flies born to mate and lay their eggs in me to create the same hate I have felt since High School. I hate that my parents stop me from expressing my emotions.. it is not fair.. but I guess emotions and feeling can only be felt by humans... who would want to be human? Given the choice I would prefer to be a Sloth.

 

[Hail The Bloatlord]

I've never been this poor

 

[LDARBuddah]

Same old
Im stuck in an endless loop

 

[FukFeminism]

I thought you were gonna off yourself. What happened?

This is what I posted on someone’s thread they made about my attempted suicide. Should cover everything

Well if you would like to know what happened. I was prepared to do it at 4am just as I had planned. I was really scared to do it just like I expected so I ended up trying to get drunk to get over the fear. I ended up drinking too much and somehow fell asleep in a compromising position. I was awakened many hours later by my dad who was freaking the fuck out after finding me in my room passed out with a gun right next to me and a suicide note I had left for him to find on my bed.

At this point I felt confused because I had forgotten what I had been doing, but also obviously I wasn't going to blow out my brains in front of my dad. He took all my guns immediately and he talked to me for at least 3 hours. He even called my sister. Long story short he took my guns, I'm being forced into psychiatric evaluation, and now my family is really fucking weird with me. I'm just worried that this might somehow end up on my record because he even had police come to our house and shit. It would be very unfortunate if this situation prevents me from purchasing firearms somehow in the future.


Almost didn't want to come back after having posted a thread about killing myself but what is life anyway. And it is very sweet that some of you are actually concerned about me and it tugs the heartstrings. I shouldn't have said anything about it at all but I was pretty sure about it happening until my dad woke me up.

And at first I did actually feel relieved that my dad had caught me the way he did. But idk shortly after I started feeling about the same. I guess life is always going to fuck you no matter what. It's been a really weird couple of days for me and I had to spend all day today and yesterday with psychiatrists. Inb4 they are bluepilled

 

[LDARBuddah]

This is what I posted on someone’s thread they made about my attempted suicide. Should cover everything

Well if you would like to know what happened. I was prepared to do it at 4am just as I had planned. I was really scared to do it just like I expected so I ended up trying to get drunk to get over the fear. I ended up drinking too much and somehow fell asleep in a compromising position. I was awakened many hours later by my dad who was freaking the fuck out after finding me in my room passed out with a gun right next to me and a suicide note I had left for him to find on my bed.

At this point I felt confused because I had forgotten what I had been doing, but also obviously I wasn't going to blow out my brains in front of my dad. He took all my guns immediately and he talked to me for at least 3 hours. He even called my sister. Long story short he took my guns, I'm being forced into psychiatric evaluation, and now my family is really fucking weird with me. I'm just worried that this might somehow end up on my record because he even had police come to our house and shit. It would be very unfortunate if this situation prevents me from purchasing firearms somehow in the future.


Almost didn't want to come back after having posted a thread about killing myself but what is life anyway. And it is very sweet that some of you are actually concerned about me and it tugs the heartstrings. I shouldn't have said anything about it at all but I was pretty sure about it happening until my dad woke me up.

And at first I did actually feel relieved that my dad had caught me the way he did. But idk shortly after I started feeling about the same. I guess life is always going to fuck you no matter what. It's been a really weird couple of days for me and I had to spend all day today and yesterday with psychiatrists. Inb4 they are bluepilled

Good for you
I hope that you are happy

But tbh, very few that make these sui threads actually go through with them
I had The same feeling for yours

 

[seija]

I dislike 2019 for many reasons.

 

[WawelDragon1683]

This is what I posted on someone’s thread they made about my attempted suicide. Should cover everything

Well if you would like to know what happened. I was prepared to do it at 4am just as I had planned. I was really scared to do it just like I expected so I ended up trying to get drunk to get over the fear. I ended up drinking too much and somehow fell asleep in a compromising position. I was awakened many hours later by my dad who was freaking the fuck out after finding me in my room passed out with a gun right next to me and a suicide note I had left for him to find on my bed.

At this point I felt confused because I had forgotten what I had been doing, but also obviously I wasn't going to blow out my brains in front of my dad. He took all my guns immediately and he talked to me for at least 3 hours. He even called my sister. Long story short he took my guns, I'm being forced into psychiatric evaluation, and now my family is really fucking weird with me. I'm just worried that this might somehow end up on my record because he even had police come to our house and shit. It would be very unfortunate if this situation prevents me from purchasing firearms somehow in the future.


Almost didn't want to come back after having posted a thread about killing myself but what is life anyway. And it is very sweet that some of you are actually concerned about me and it tugs the heartstrings. I shouldn't have said anything about it at all but I was pretty sure about it happening until my dad woke me up.

And at first I did actually feel relieved that my dad had caught me the way he did. But idk shortly after I started feeling about the same. I guess life is always going to fuck you no matter what. It's been a really weird couple of days for me and I had to spend all day today and yesterday with psychiatrists. Inb4 they are bluepilled

Glad you're alive tbh, your current situation sound pretty awful tho, thats why when i finally choose to rope i will go deep into the woods so there is no chance of anyone finding me

 

[Player]

I quit my job and can’t find a new one. I talk less with a couple of people with whom I can communicate. There is no motivation for anything. I can't even sleep properly because of the garbage trucks in the morning. Sometimes I have to fap four times a day to not feel so doomed and unmotivated. Maybe second shittiest year so far. Spending a year in our fake army was more unsettling and frightening.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

i made one (1) friend in 2019 so it can't be that bad

i'm sorry to hear about your year, hopefully you bounce back somehow because being friendless sucks ass

 

[SupremeG]

2018 was better ngl

 

[Billowel]

Nothing happened this year.At least nothing bad happened, but nothing noteworthy happened either.Just complete stagnation.I have this great feeling of uneasiness.I hope it will be one day assuaged, but nothing good every happens to me so i can't expect that.

 

[Joelossus]

I though it's still 2015 ngl.

 

[FukFeminism]

Good for you
I hope that you are happy

But tbh, very few that make these sui threads actually go through with them
I had The same feeling for yours

I tried boyo. Luckily I don’t have any kind of record preventing me from firearm purchases in the future, even though I was technically admitted into psychiatric care it was voluntary so it isn’t going to show up on anything.

Glad you're alive tbh, your current situation sound pretty awful tho, thats why when i finally choose to rope i will go deep into the woods so there is no chance of anyone finding me

Yeah man shit is definitely even more fucked now. All things considered I guess the extra bullshit doesn’t matter though

 

[LittleDarkAge]

Mostly the same as the last few years. Nothing has really changed for me since 2013

 

[Incline]

This are my stats for this year:

Friends Made: 0
Goals Accomplished: 0
Driving License Acquired: No
Women Approached: 0
Job Acquired: Yes
Suicide likelihood: 7/10