How hard did you try before you gave up? Despite improvements like gym or imitating the normies, how much did they reject you?

[autistandugly]

Title

 

[boneless goblin]

I was mocked by family, classmates and everyone I met for being a tryhard self improooover.

 

[boneless goblin]

you'd think religionmaxxing wouldn't be weird in a conservative nation, nope you're wrong.
It is seen as the most weirdest obsession and is often not encouraged more than just praying every once in a while.

 

[FinestHour]

It never began, I’m afraid

 

[I want to believe]

I almost didn't try, honestly, since I need to go through lots of surgeries to just look like a normie at best.

 

[Ghoul]

I made many attempts over the last six years. I tried dating apps, working out, improving my social skills, and talking to women more. NOTHING worked and I only ended up becoming more depressed and angry than if I had not tried at all. Fuck this gay earth

 

[suicidecase]

I tried, long, long ago. Gym'd and looksmaxed. It worked but I fucked it up, due to other factors. Now I'm an obese oldcel and it's over, it's beyond too late to try.

 

[user]

I made many attempts over the last six years. I tried dating apps, working out, improving my social skills, and talking to women more. NOTHING worked and I only ended up becoming more depressed and angry than if I had not tried at all. Fuck this gay earth

How often did you speak with women what was experience

 

[autistandugly]

It never began, I’m afraid

Age?

 

[autistandugly]

I made many attempts over the last six years. I tried dating apps, working out, improving my social skills, and talking to women more. NOTHING worked and I only ended up becoming more depressed and angry than if I had not tried at all. Fuck this gay earth

Age?

 

[autistandugly]

I almost didn't try, honestly, since I need to go through lots of surgeries to just look like a normie at best.

Age?

 

[autistandugly]

you'd think religionmaxxing wouldn't be weird in a conservative nation, nope you're wrong.
It is seen as the most weirdest obsession and is often not encouraged more than just praying every once in a while.

Age?

 

[autistandugly]

I was mocked by family, classmates and everyone I met for being a tryhard self improooover.

Age?

 

[boneless goblin]

Age?

22

 

[LeFrenchCel]

The classic things normies tell you: changed my haircut, went outside, changed my clothing style

Then after getting rejected several times I concluded all of this was bullshit

 

[autistandugly]

The classic things normies tell you: changed my haircut, went outside, changed my clothing style

Then after getting rejected several times I concluded all of this was bullshit

Is about your face and non-NT

 

[autistandugly]

22

Youngcel

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Is about your face and non-NT

Face + height + non-NT among other things

 

[autistandugly]

Face + height + non-NT among other things

Yes

 

[boneless goblin]

Youngcel

i look 27

 

[autistandugly]

i look 27

Where u from?

 

[boneless goblin]

Where u from?

Pakistan

 

[autistandugly]

Pakistan

Age?

 

[Wannabe_Volcel]

I was mocked by family, classmates and everyone I met for being a tryhard self improooover.

you'd think religionmaxxing wouldn't be weird in a conservative nation, nope you're wrong.
It is seen as the most weirdest obsession and is often not encouraged more than just praying every once in a while.

Wow bro, are you me???

My mom also mocked me for the gym and then I tried religionmaxxing

Dumbest decision... Well, at least I ended up learning some interesting things.

 

[Wannabe_Volcel]

I'm 25... How old are you OP?

 

[Sergeant Kelly]

My only regret at this point is that I didn't do even less.

 

[autistandugly]

I'm 25... How old are you OP?

40

 

[autistandugly]

My only regret at this point is that I didn't do even less.

Why?

 

[Sergeant Kelly]

Why?

Less trauma, less regrets, better mental health.

 

[autistandugly]

Less trauma, less regrets, better mental health.

What r u doing now?

 

[Sergeant Kelly]

What r u doing now?

LDARing and trying to fix my mental health/obtain some skills.

 

[autistandugly]

LDARing and trying to fix my mental health/obtain some skills.

Same... Send me a photo

 

[Wannabe_Volcel]

Bro is your situation truly unredeemable?

40

my autistic father is 62, he used to be an emergency doctor but now he's a total mess. Alcoholic, fat as fuck, sometimes shits himself in public, lives with his mother. Only thing he has given me in life is a crappy car that's falling apart. And my anger is not because he can't provide more, is because he has always done the bare minimum. He spends all his money on alcohol and whores.

I hoped he would change one day, even at his old age, but he never did.

Have you tried semen retention?

Even if one can never get foids, at least don't let porn industry steal your sacred energy and rob your soul. You are not getting theirs, don't let them get yours.

 

[Wannabe_Volcel]

Bro is your situation truly unredeemable?

my autistic father is 62, he used to be an emergency doctor but now he's a total mess. Alcoholic, fat as fuck, sometimes shits himself in public, lives with his mother. Only thing he has given me in life is a crappy car that's falling apart. And my anger is not because he can't provide more, is because he has always done the bare minimum. He spends all his money on alcohol and whores.

I hoped he would change one day, even at his old age, but he never did.

Have you tried semen retention?

Even if one can never get foids, at least don't let porn industry steal your sacred energy and rob your soul. You are not getting theirs, don't let them get yours.

And sorry this is not an attempt to scold you.

It's just that I take things literally and to me "giving up" = ropemaxxing or going ER.

I'm gonna keep trying to have my little life in order til I can't.

 

[autistandugly]

Bro is your situation truly unredeemable?

my autistic father is 62, he used to be an emergency doctor but now he's a total mess. Alcoholic, fat as fuck, sometimes shits himself in public, lives with his mother. Only thing he has given me in life is a crappy car that's falling apart. And my anger is not because he can't provide more, is because he has always done the bare minimum. He spends all his money on alcohol and whores.

I hoped he would change one day, even at his old age, but he never did.

Have you tried semen retention?

Even if one can never get foids, at least don't let porn industry steal your sacred energy and rob your soul. You are not getting theirs, don't let them get yours.

 

[boneless goblin]

Wow bro, are you me???

My mom also mocked me for the gym and then I tried religionmaxxing

Dumbest decision... Well, at least I ended up learning some interesting things.

lol.

strange how similar some things can be

 

[boneless goblin]

Age?

22

 

[Cnidoblastos]

I tried the gym three times in my life, lookism, being social, being a bad boy, but all this before I was 25. When I reached 25, I realised it was all over. Now I'm almost 30 and I'm not trying anything anymore, I just have to accept it

 

[Skoga]

I didnt try at all, no gym for my height, no looksmaxxing for my non-NTness, no hairstyle for my subhuman balding genetics, no contacts for my tunnel vision eyes. It has been rigged from the start

 

[over_department]

My only regret at this point is that I didn't do even less.

 

[FinestHour]

Age?

29cel

 

[autistandugly]

29cel

I'm 40

 

[autistandugly]

I tried the gym three times in my life, lookism, being social, being a bad boy, but all this before I was 25. When I reached 25, I realised it was all over. Now I'm almost 30 and I'm not trying anything anymore, I just have to accept it

Ldar?

 

[FinestHour]

I'm 40

Is there a reason you haven’t roped yet?

 

[autistandugly]

Is there a reason you haven’t roped yet?

I'm afraid of do it

 

[FinestHour]

I'm afraid of do it

Do something BIG to celebrate your life then go through with it. A spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down.

Posting changes nothing.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

To be honest i never really bothered with life because i got blackpilled very young from how shit school was and my genetics are so i knew this was going to be my future.

 

[autistandugly]

To be honest i never really bothered with life because i got blackpilled very young from how shit school was and my genetics are so i knew this was going to be my future.

Describe yourself

 

[anotherwastedlife]

Describe yourself

In summary; I'm an almost 27 year old autistic KV permaneet

 

[Cnidoblastos]

Ldar?

Yeah