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Everywhere I go, I am surrounded by enemies.
I live in the land of my enemies.
I was not just talking nonsense, when I said before, that people try to kill me at least once a week.
I am protected by Rokzuda.
Protected from on high.
But, that is not the point of this shitty post.
It is so easy to make me happy, it is ridiculous.
Though I am only happy for a short time, it is a happiness bordering on ecstasy.
Simply smile at me, and I am happy.
Say good morning to me, and I am happy.
I am so used to everyone being so hostile…..the slightest show of warmth makes me joyful.
No one really seems to understand what it is to be Feeshtu.
To see the world through my eyes.
It is not that they are never happy because their life has been too rough.
They are never happy because their life has not been rough enough.
Just some small random act of kindness……makes me overwhelmed with goodness for an hour or so.
I live in the land of my enemies.
I was not just talking nonsense, when I said before, that people try to kill me at least once a week.
I am protected by Rokzuda.
Protected from on high.
But, that is not the point of this shitty post.
It is so easy to make me happy, it is ridiculous.
Though I am only happy for a short time, it is a happiness bordering on ecstasy.
Simply smile at me, and I am happy.
Say good morning to me, and I am happy.
I am so used to everyone being so hostile…..the slightest show of warmth makes me joyful.
No one really seems to understand what it is to be Feeshtu.
To see the world through my eyes.
It is not that they are never happy because their life has been too rough.
They are never happy because their life has not been rough enough.
Just some small random act of kindness……makes me overwhelmed with goodness for an hour or so.
