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Seriously. This is the anxiety I have been unable to break from. This is what I have long feared to be true, my own inexperience being held against me. I know blackpill duh. But I can't handle it. I can't. I am not a virgin, but my experience is VERY limited. And yeah, I have long wanted a loving, ltr. Yes sex and sexual needs, and not a "perfect gf", but someone to be there and share life with and not fuck me over. Anyways.....
