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twascilk99
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I spend my money on food.
And that's about it.
Nice food.
I've got money piling up on my accounts.
I have no real reason to spend it.
Travelling is one of the most depressing things to me after having been to 30+ countries on my own (at young age too). No travel copes for me.
The only thing that gave me a good dopamine rush was staying at peak hotels, not anymore, as i got older, past 21 it doesn't do it for me. I feel like i'm getting milked by the jew company running this thing so chads can impress (and impregnate) prime pussy in lavish comfort, while i'm in my delusion jerking off getting drunk in my room alone.
I'm not delusional anymore, it never made sense.
How do you motherfuckers spend money to get that adrenaline, to get that feeling like you could pull your dick out and piss in their faces.
I don't get that anymore. My pain is constant and sharp and it's all i can really feel.
And that's about it.
Nice food.
I've got money piling up on my accounts.
I have no real reason to spend it.
Travelling is one of the most depressing things to me after having been to 30+ countries on my own (at young age too). No travel copes for me.
The only thing that gave me a good dopamine rush was staying at peak hotels, not anymore, as i got older, past 21 it doesn't do it for me. I feel like i'm getting milked by the jew company running this thing so chads can impress (and impregnate) prime pussy in lavish comfort, while i'm in my delusion jerking off getting drunk in my room alone.
I'm not delusional anymore, it never made sense.
How do you motherfuckers spend money to get that adrenaline, to get that feeling like you could pull your dick out and piss in their faces.
I don't get that anymore. My pain is constant and sharp and it's all i can really feel.





