How do you react when you see your reflection in the mirror or another flat surface?

[TheGrayWolf]

I feel down afterwords, like now. One of my eyes is set much lower than the other, and it’s bigger (this can’t be improved; I checked with 3 doctors). My eyes are the most asymmetric I’ve ever seen. So; one eye is bigger, set much lower, set deeper inside the face, and slanted differently than the other!!! This is really bad enough, but sunglasses and masks don’t help!!’ My head and face are soooo weird.

 

[PLA1092]

i just look away tbh

 

[war_with_myself]

i just look away tbh

same

 

[WØLF]

 

[TheGrayWolf]

i just look away tbh

I try to. But I just spotted myself and immediately noticed my insanely asymmetric eyes (different in height, size, slant, and how deep they’re set). FML. It can’t be influenced with surgery. Impossible. Talked to 3 surgeons.

 

[uselessrice]

I am repulsed. I look away or else I start focusing on how round my chin is, or how my brow ridge is flat. I avoid taking pictures for that reason. I like my reflection more than photos, even though I hate my reflection. This is because in photos, the way my face is shaped creates dark shadows in the creases of my face, and it makes me look even more creepy.

I also have an epicanthic fold. This makes my eyes look very small when the sun above is hitting down on me because it casts a shadow that makes my eyes look more slanty

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

I don’t look in the mirror

 

[Immolator]

I don’t mind seeing myself in the mirror, however I do mentally and physically cringe at seeing photos of myself

 

[LeFrenchCel]

I don’t mind seeing myself in the mirror, however I do mentally and physically cringe at seeing photos of myself

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I am repulsed. I look away or else I start focusing on how round my chin is, or how my brow ridge is flat. I avoid taking pictures for that reason. I like my reflection more than photos, even though I hate my reflection. This is because in photos, the way my face is shaped creates dark shadows in the creases of my face, and it makes me look even more creepy.

I also have an epicanthic fold. This makes my eyes look very small when the sun above is hitting down on me because it casts a shadow that makes my eyes look more slanty

I look deformed in mirror; but even more in photosZ I just saw myself in the mirror and my eyes are so different (this has been medically confirmed with X-ray and MRI. My orbital bones and eyes are set on different heights and different sizes. No surgery possible. Please I just want to:

 

[uselessrice]

I look deformed in mirror; but even more in photosZ I just saw myself in the mirror and my eyes are so different (this has been medically confirmed with X-ray and MRI. My orbital bones and eyes are set on different heights and different sizes. No surgery possible. Please I just want to:

How did you end up with an mri and x ray that determined how normal your eyes are?
Some people look photogenic. Some people can take a photo from their shitty phone camera and it looks great. The only time I ever looked great was with a professional photographer.

Is your eyebrows and brow ridge affected by these different heights and sizes of orbital bones?

 

[TheGrayWolf]

How did you end up with an mri and x ray that determined how normal your eyes are?
Some people look photogenic. Some people can take a photo from their shitty phone camera and it looks great. The only time I ever looked great was with a professional photographer.

Is your eyebrows and brow ridge affected by these different heights and sizes of orbital bones?

Because I have a disability that impacts my brain (MRI). The doctor showed me the pic and I asked why why eye areas look so different. He said it’s bc my orbital bones are positioned differently and my left eye’s eyeball is larger. The MRI report says there is a clear deformity in my orbital area plus un-normal cheekbones. I had x-rays done by plastic surgeons (checked to do plastic surgery but not possible). Even with professional photographer (for passport; school; special occasion) I look ugly (and my eyes are clearly different).

My eyebrow- and brow ridge are very strange too, but they are about the same height (if you use a ruler on a straight photo or mirror). My eyes and orbits are different in many ways and it’s really upsetting and disturbing bc nothing can be done. (Wearing sunglasses hides my eyes, but my head and face are still very ugly/deformed so it’s doesn’t make much of a difference, even wearing mask doesn’t help). People still react negatively to my face.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

The only time I ever looked great was with a professional photographer.

Is your eyebrows and brow ridge affected by these different heights and sizes of orbital bones?

… oh and of course the plastic-surgeon assistant took professional photos from all sides of my head. My eye-asymmetry is extremely noticeable and disturbing. It’s like a badly drawn (by a kid) human face, it’s very off-putting

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I look at myself and I get sad

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I look at myself and I get sad

I get you brother. My eyes are so different every time I see them in the mirror (normal view into it), I feel sad for next 24 hours.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

I get you brother. My eyes are so different every time I see them in the mirror (normal view into it), I feel sad for next 24 hours.

its not even normal sad, it actually breaks my heart to look at myself

 

[TheGrayWolf]

its not even normal sad, it actually breaks my heart to look at myself

yeah... me too bro...

 

[NorthernWind]

i always look down

I am ashamed of myself and who i am

I am a fucking nobody loser

I hate myself

 

[Space Orange]

I look away if there's a mirror, like almost 180 degrees if I can do it. Don't need that shit in my life.

 

[uselessrice]

… oh and of course the plastic-surgeon assistant took professional photos from all sides of my head. My eye-asymmetry is extremely noticeable and disturbing. It’s like a badly drawn (by a kid) human face, it’s very off-putting

I am sorry

 

[Feeshtu]

I really don’t mind seeing myself. I am ugly, but it doesn’t bother me anymore.
The sadness I once felt directed at myself is now anger directed outwards.
If there is a god…..I’m going to bitch slap him for making me this way.

 

[NotoriousLoser]

i puke

 

[northwesterner]

I'm frightened by my reflection.

 

[TheGrayWolf]

I'm frightened by my reflection.

Same. Literally and not even joking