LiteralNobody
Miserable Pathetic KHHV with no dreams or ambition
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Distract yourself until you start forgetting foids and sex exist in reality. It worked for me for almost a year, until I came back to the incelosphere.I skipped a single day of antidepressant medication and I'm already depressed and suicidal. Can't bring myself to care about anything. Want to end it all because of how subhuman I am.![]()
i just cope and forget about reality with vidya, movies, gym and foodI skipped a single day of antidepressant medication and I'm already depressed and suicidal. Can't bring myself to care about anything. Want to end it all because of how subhuman I am.![]()
I want to want to be like this.Working-working! Grinding-grinding! Stale-stale? Like some 50yo wine.
Going-going.. critical-critical. Trying to push myself more and more.. at least, when i finish my job it would be marvelous
At least-i hope so! Jesus Christ, i am tired
If there exists some sort of a higher being - give me strength.. and put gun in my face so i wouldnt go on the web at every second
At least something! Something-something...
Grinding-grinding justfor-sakeofitI want to want to be like this.
Work used to be a place where I could get my needs met, I thought. I get too distracted by the lookism dominating over meritocracy, and get demoralized.
I know I need to man up and just work harder.
I will remember this.Grinding-grinding justfor-sakeofit
And nobody pays me for that! Oh well, at least this makes my brain something-good
Remember that specialization on something can net you *grandioze* benefits, even if it is not that relevantI will remember this.
No money coming in, but if I can make it about brainmaxxing, that is something good indeed.
Tyvm. This is the way.Remember that specialization on something can net you *grandioze* benefits, even if it is not that relevant
You have good specialization on a thing? You perfectly know, that to understand one thing you must understand bunch of others, have solid logic.. Many locals here got specialisations over blackpill, incel stuff, and look - they are quite good psychiatrists, if i dare say so
But, specialisation on one subject can make you quite lackluster in others! Hyperfixation, as you can say it
So... think for yourself, matie. I dont know anything about you, your cognitive abilities, your living conditions, so my tips can be totally wrong for you!
Men go their own way) It would be awesome to actually know, that you are great at your subject.. but be aware - 'subjects' can be so vast... knowing everything is impossibleTyvm. This is the way.
Heh. I will focus on the going for now, and figure out the way as I go! (I focus too much on trying to know things, and not enough on doing things well. Analysis paralysis.)Men go their own way) It would be awesome to actually know, that you are great at your subject.. but be aware - 'subjects' can be so vast... knowing everything is impossible
Good man!Heh. I will focus on the going for now, and figure out the way as I go! (I focus too much on trying to know things, and not enough on doing things well. Analysis paralysis.)
You ladder? Silver-Gold Zerg here. Drexciya is my handle. These days I watch way more than I play.starcraft2
I used to play Starcraft 2 when I was younger. Kinda wanna get back into it at some point.You ladder? Silver-Gold Zerg here. Drexciya is my handle. These days I watch way more than I play.
I am trying to learn art. Its not easy.@@wereq you hear me? Learn something!![]()
Progress?I am trying to learn art. Its not easy.
Learnt facial anatomy.Progress?
Nah, i meant watching vods and streamsYou ladder? Silver-Gold Zerg here. Drexciya is my handle. These days I watch way more than I play.
When I forget to take my bupropion in the morning I feel a strange urge to stab myself in the heart with the knife at lunch hour. Funny, no?I skipped a single day of antidepressant medication and I'm already depressed and suicidal. Can't bring myself to care about anything. Want to end it all because of how subhuman I am.![]()
Word. Pretty much the same here these days. I go at the game in intense bursts, like a whole weekend at a time or something. For the most part though I watch professional play. I really feel what Tasteless says, that to play the game, I have to be where I can say my body is ready for Starcraft--I slept well, I'm not hungover, I ate enough, etc. Else JFLAPMNah, i meant watching vods and streams
Me too. It is the perfect game.I used to play Starcraft 2 when I was younger. Kinda wanna get back into it at some point.
Competitive games require so much time just to suck ass. Imho. And you dont really make memories. I get nostalgic from games as recent as metroid dread and elden ring. I remember fondly exploring the the weeping peninsula and that wasnt even a year ago.Word. Pretty much the same here these days. I go at the game in intense bursts, like a whole weekend at a time or something. For the most part though I watch professional play. I really feel what Tasteless says, that to play the game, I have to be where I can say my body is ready for Starcraft--I slept well, I'm not hungover, I ate enough, etc. Else JFLAPM
Eh, I have memories from Starcraft, mostly just weird cheesy stuff like planting a hatchery in my opponents' mains all day.Competitive games require so much time just to suck ass. Imho. And you dont really make memories. I get nostalgic from games as recent as metroid dread and elden ring. I remember fondly exploring the the weeping peninsula and that wasnt even a year ago.
Well I mean I have played over 100 hours of starcraft 2. None of it stayed with me. ObviousIy I dont regret playing it since I got my enjoyment from it back in 2010.I mean elden ring for example has differerent biomes, you climb a Mountain and Explore an underground area.Eh, I have memories from Starcraft, mostly just weird cheesy stuff like planting a hatchery in my opponents' mains all day.
You mean like memories from progressing through a story? That stuff I find hard to latch on to for some reason. I respect that video games can be serious storytelling.
The "stories" of games like Starcraft are strategic ... and as such inevitably arcane and weird, like chess, and I can't follow it at a certain point. The element of surprise in an imperfect information game makes for some pageturners though...
But yeah, it takes so much work just to suck ass. 100%.





