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It's from the writings of Dylan Klebold and Eric HarrisCopied?
It's from the writings of Dylan Klebold and Eric HarrisCopied?
Same, i forgot about everything irl by coping with video games, i had huge traumas during teen years and decided to pull myself into a fantasy world and never think about the real world, and i didnt until i turned 30.
SHOW ME THEIR FUCKING FACES LET ME PUT THEM ALL IN MY KILL LIST PIECE OF SHIT MOTHERFUCKING CHADNIGGER TALLFAGGOT SHOULD BE DOUSED IN GASOLINE AND THROWN INTO A FUCKING VOLCANOFor me, it destroys my soul.
First year highschool I was shoved in a locker for "looking like a fag" by the captain of the football team. At the time my mother and sister convinced me I was good looking and that I could be a fashion model one day but regardless all the cool kids in school just laughed and called me "fag lips" and "gay face" but I was so little and frail I couldn't do anything about it. I tried out for football and got cut every single year because I had no muscle mass and all the coaches thought I was a flamboyant homosexual who would distract players. It wasn't until final year that, out of pity, they put me on the roster. The damage had already been done, years of bullying from massive juiced up jocks who snatched all the hotties has literally left me in a terribly state now I'm truly destroyed both mentally and physically where I don't feel human anymore
They all lifemog me, they have a family, house and a good careerSHOW ME THEIR FUCKING FACES LET ME PUT THEM ALL IN MY KILL LIST PIECE OF SHIT MOTHERFUCKING CHADNIGGER TALLFAGGOT SHOULD BE DOUSED IN GASOLINE AND THROWN INTO A FUCKING VOLCANO
I'm a modern gladiator and I'm on four wheels and I sk8!I avoided all of this by being a pretty good skateboarder. You needed to have some quality to you that made you cool. I wasn't even targeted by the gang members cause they thought I was cool. I recommend young guy start skating, you'll automatically be cool and girls like skateboarders. I saw my ugly friends pull by just being skaters.
I also got bullied by ethnicsI got bullied by a whole class they were ethniks and whites. I wanted to beat up one of them but he didn’t fight and kept bullying me the next day
I think about it everydayI don't, this shit will be inside my brain forever
Bullying is the kind of thing you can't forget tbhI think about it everyday
Very trueBullying is the kind of thing you can't forget tbh
Youngcels listen to this guyAnger. i got beaten up only once for some reatreted reason and i regret for not standing up on myself.
To all the youngcels if you ever get punched, punch back twice as hard and twice as much even if it means you get your ass beaten, i got beaten up once and now i regret it all my life for not standing up for myself.
No offense, you’re defo one of the truest incel saints here but at the same time I think you’re a larping foid for some reason. I don’t know why. I’m probably wrong
Going ER
There is no way this isn't larp this is literally like a highschool cliché there is no way this stuff actually happens.For me, it destroys my soul.
First year highschool I was shoved in a locker for "looking like a fag" by the captain of the football team. At the time my mother and sister convinced me I was good looking and that I could be a fashion model one day but regardless all the cool kids in school just laughed and called me "fag lips" and "gay face" but I was so little and frail I couldn't do anything about it. I tried out for football and got cut every single year because I had no muscle mass and all the coaches thought I was a flamboyant homosexual who would distract players. It wasn't until final year that, out of pity, they put me on the roster. The damage had already been done, years of bullying from massive juiced up jocks who snatched all the hotties has literally left me in a terribly state now I'm truly destroyed both mentally and physically where I don't feel human anymore
I wish this was larpThere is no way this isn't larp this is literally like a highschool cliché there is no way this stuff actually happens.
I wouldn't know, Im friends with the "jocks".I wish this was larp
HowI wouldn't know, Im friends with the "jocks".
acquaintances from elementary and middle school ended up becoming jocks and introduced me to their jock friends. Im a funny guy I guess so they hand around me only in school though.
They should hook you up with a slutacquaintances from elementary and middle school ended up becoming jocks and introduced me to their jock friends. Im a funny guy I guess so they hand around me only in school though.
They've tried but it's akward doing it through themThey should hook you up with a slut
I should have stood up for myself, but I was little. You are right there is no point in dwelling on the past but it literally broke me and I will never be able to move onIt can either make you or break you. I dealt with it in Jr high but got into athletics which helped me get a better build and thicker skin. Still got tested and punked but fought back, and in some backwards high school logic bullshit, went from easy mark to being compared to a potential school shooter simply because I refused to make it easy. Delved into various self defense techniques and tactics that have saved my ass from too many Chads who don't know the difference between looking like an easy mark vs actually being one. You can't undo the past, all you can do is learn from it and take measures to ensure it doesn't happen again and become the kind of person they wouldn't dare push around now.
I felt that way too, was haunted by what I endured as a teen, but the way I see it is, if you let it break you and don't move on, you give those bullies what they want. From the get go I refused to give them any satisfaction of any kind. I eventually became tougher and better at standing up for myself, and most if not all my bullies from hs and middle school have since become inmates, druggies and over all rejects or losers to some capacity or another.I should have stood up for myself, but I was little. You are right there is no point in dwelling on the past but it literally broke me and I will never be able to move on
I don't even think they remember me anymore, I don't think they give a shit about me or my life. But I think about them all the time and stalk them onlineemember this quote : "Some days I feel like giving up, but then remember I got alot of Motherfuckers to prove wrong." .