Brunchies
Greycel
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- Joined
- Aug 12, 2018
- Posts
- 75
Idk this is one of my first posts and ive just joined recently cause i cant take my other online communities. I've lost my only companion(pet) to my dumbass actions and have no female gf or anything in my life resembling friends or positive feedback. I'm starting to believe this life isn't worth living much anymore. I'm to pussy to commit suicide as of now and I know this but the mental pain is starting to get to me in a way where im starting to shut down, sleep more then 12 hours a day and just try to avoid life etc. How do you guys cope with this shit, its starting to kill me and think crazy and idk how much more i can take before I have a mental breakdown and end up in a ward. This society is punishing me at every chance it gets and it really does feel they don't want me alive, idk anymore what to do I dont believe i can do another 20 to 30 years of this.