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In being an incel in this normie, neurotypical world, I've felt ashamed of myself and my strange existence.
In being so different, people drag us into the light of their normie worlds. We're told to hit the gym and get a job. We might get pulled into hangouts and bars, but I'm always leaving alone. We're often the only people they know to still be a virgin. Everyone is talking to me about their last hookups and nights out and attempts with girls, but I feel like we're speaking different languages. I continue my nodding— I say "I understand" when I don't. We are in each others' lives, but exist in different planes. This charade I participate in, with the strangers that come and go, isn't quite helping. I'm putting myself into uncomfortable situations for personal growth, but that one special thing about me hasn't changed. We feel like we're fundamentally different from normal people, especially those of us who are neurodivergent like myself. The activities, the tricks, and the games that work for them don't work for us.
How can I explain to people that I'm just different from them?
In being so different, people drag us into the light of their normie worlds. We're told to hit the gym and get a job. We might get pulled into hangouts and bars, but I'm always leaving alone. We're often the only people they know to still be a virgin. Everyone is talking to me about their last hookups and nights out and attempts with girls, but I feel like we're speaking different languages. I continue my nodding— I say "I understand" when I don't. We are in each others' lives, but exist in different planes. This charade I participate in, with the strangers that come and go, isn't quite helping. I'm putting myself into uncomfortable situations for personal growth, but that one special thing about me hasn't changed. We feel like we're fundamentally different from normal people, especially those of us who are neurodivergent like myself. The activities, the tricks, and the games that work for them don't work for us.
How can I explain to people that I'm just different from them?
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