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Greycel
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- Joined
- Jan 19, 2022
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I recently got sent a video of some chick my age (19) making an amateur recording of herself having sex with a random hideous dude. Even though it shouldn't have had much impact on me, it did. Something clicked in my brain and now I'm in this internal torment asking myself what the hell happened for me to end up at this age and having zero to no contact with women, all I want is to know what's intimacy like. I've tried to turn off my thoughts with video games or porn but it just comes back. I fear I'll never snap out of it and stay like this for years or decades to come.