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I went to the gym today. I picked up some dumbbells and I was about to start doing some curls. Before I did that I decided to look around the gym. I saw genetically gifted Chads who were probably not much more experienced than me but looked better than I ever could. I saw normie men on the treadmill and obviously the foids with tight yoga pants doing their slutty stretches. These same whores made me give up on the gym many times in the past.
Then I looked at myself in the mirror. I saw my average height and subpar frame and just thought to myself "why bother" so I put the dumbbells down and walked out.
On my way home I got pizza and I have been LDARing here and watching movies ever since. I've heard that there is a user here who goes to an Ivy League school.
My only question is fucking how. How can a man work this hard if he has to go to bed all alone at the end of the day? Seeing all the Chads spitroasting prime breeding material while you studycell at home.
I already knew back in highschool that life ends for the average man after college so I gave up all the way back then. I stopped studying at all because I just couldn't see the point. I would sit at home and look up the normies and Chads in my school on Facebook and Instagram and I would see pictures of them going out to clubs and house parties, getting drunk and having sex... basically making the most of their limited youth. Meanwhile I was sitting there in my dark room right after fapping, looking at a shitty school book that would only make it easier for me to betabuxx if I studied it. The wife I would eventually get would have gotten spitroasted numerous times back in highschool and college while I was rotting.
It all seems so pointless.
Then I looked at myself in the mirror. I saw my average height and subpar frame and just thought to myself "why bother" so I put the dumbbells down and walked out.
On my way home I got pizza and I have been LDARing here and watching movies ever since. I've heard that there is a user here who goes to an Ivy League school.
My only question is fucking how. How can a man work this hard if he has to go to bed all alone at the end of the day? Seeing all the Chads spitroasting prime breeding material while you studycell at home.
I already knew back in highschool that life ends for the average man after college so I gave up all the way back then. I stopped studying at all because I just couldn't see the point. I would sit at home and look up the normies and Chads in my school on Facebook and Instagram and I would see pictures of them going out to clubs and house parties, getting drunk and having sex... basically making the most of their limited youth. Meanwhile I was sitting there in my dark room right after fapping, looking at a shitty school book that would only make it easier for me to betabuxx if I studied it. The wife I would eventually get would have gotten spitroasted numerous times back in highschool and college while I was rotting.
It all seems so pointless.