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Feeshtu
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I have never even been on a date. And I am 43 years old.
My last real friend was more than 30 years ago, when I was young.
I don’t know why I go on.
Why I keep walking down this path of despair to an unreachable place.
Perhaps, it is just instinct. My natural desire to keep living, even in hell.
I don’t see any point in going on, but I still do.
I am not suicidal. But, life has been over for a long time.
I just don’t care about anything anymore.
My last real friend was more than 30 years ago, when I was young.
I don’t know why I go on.
Why I keep walking down this path of despair to an unreachable place.
Perhaps, it is just instinct. My natural desire to keep living, even in hell.
I don’t see any point in going on, but I still do.
I am not suicidal. But, life has been over for a long time.
I just don’t care about anything anymore.