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ded srs
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I quit today.
I always get "depressed" at night time and it's impossible to fall asleep for me.. The first day is worst..
Last time I quit it I tried drinking pills to fall asleep, nothing fucking helped.. I did benzos and melatonin mixed, still awake as fuck.. How do I cope with this shit today? I really hate being in bad mood.. and now how I think about how I am gonna live without weed.. I rot 24/7 and there's ZERO enjoyment from just sitting at my house doing fucking nothing.. I can't even play dota because graphics card rip. Weed and money from ewhoring are the only thing things that give me dopamine. I don't know what else will if I will rot at home doing nothing. Fuck I wish it was legal here so I could grow and smoke whenever I want.
I might want to scramble some kief or resin out of grinder and bong so it would help me fall asleep today but that won't be enough.. I don't have enough kief and almost no resin.
How do I cope?
I always get "depressed" at night time and it's impossible to fall asleep for me.. The first day is worst..
Last time I quit it I tried drinking pills to fall asleep, nothing fucking helped.. I did benzos and melatonin mixed, still awake as fuck.. How do I cope with this shit today? I really hate being in bad mood.. and now how I think about how I am gonna live without weed.. I rot 24/7 and there's ZERO enjoyment from just sitting at my house doing fucking nothing.. I can't even play dota because graphics card rip. Weed and money from ewhoring are the only thing things that give me dopamine. I don't know what else will if I will rot at home doing nothing. Fuck I wish it was legal here so I could grow and smoke whenever I want.
I might want to scramble some kief or resin out of grinder and bong so it would help me fall asleep today but that won't be enough.. I don't have enough kief and almost no resin.
How do I cope?