How did your ugliness change over time?

[Deleted member 7448]

Spoiler: Long story, very boring.

As a kid I wasn't ugly, I was normal-looking. But I was autistic. Well, it wasn't THAT bad, I was almost normal just very shy and introverted, so kids would pick on me and stuff like that.

I was also weak. Over time that was a big downside, even if you're not outright beaten up, but as a guy being weaker than other guys will drastically change how people act towards you. I was also sickly, had various problems with my health, nothing too bad (until my 20s when I fucked my health up beyond belief with alcohol).

Anyway, then iirc I became slightly fat at ~11 or 12. I wasn't very fat, just a tiny bit chubby at my belly, but as a skinny guy I guess that belly stood out, so I was a bit mocked for being fat. Unathletic, weak, fat. Girls didn't like me one bit. I don't remember how my depression started, but being an outcast and girls not liking me while I was very, very horny as a teen was definitely a part of it.

I also ruined my eyesight by rotting in front of a screen all day long/after school. Had to wear glasses, now I was ugly. Glasses + weak = ugly.

Nothing too bad up until now. In highschool I became anorexic, I guess I thought if I lost weight I'd be attractive to girls. For 1 year or 1 year and a half I was very skinny, girls didn't like me, was told I look sickly or weird. Eventually I became fat again, what was the point? Tried the gym for 4 months, not one bit of muscle, still couldn't do a pullup.

Then at ~17 I also started losing my hair a bit. Things are getting bad look-wise. Thinning hair + thicker glasses + still a weakling and fat. Uggo.

Then most of you know my story, lost 2 of my front teeth when I was an alcoholic. Not too bad, I can get fillings/crowns and shit and it looks normal, though they fall off pretty often.

Ohh right and I had acne since I was a teen till now in my mid 20s. Also have acne all over my head now, which is a nice bonus, especially with my head being NW4 bald now.

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

As a baby, I was actually freakin' adorable. As a toddler, I looked pretty good; had a pretty sharp jawline. I got uglier after that and when puberty hit, I became my ugliest; a phase I haven't gotten out of.

 

[Copticcel]

i was ugly my whole life

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

common story, skull grows but chin lags behind, height grows but frame is lanky and weird

i wonder if i had some kind of breathing problem when i was a kid, maybe causing me to mouthbreath, or whatever the fuck happened there. my brother had a normal lower third, or at least more normal than mine.

your weight thing sounds familiar, weight was all over the place and it really didn't make a difference, instead it was always this X factor of being cool enough or not, whether you were in school, highschool or college

overall i'd say i become most attractive after college, but it just didn't matter at that point anymore, i became a ghost

 

[Ellviss]

puberty hit me like a train

 

[Mainländer]

puberty hit me like a train

Same.

 

[Deleted member 28801]

I went from "asian" to "down syndrome face"

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I've always been below average but now I'm worse

 

[Deleted member 7448]

common story, skull grows but chin lags behind, height grows but frame is lanky and weird

i wonder if i had some kind of breathing problem when i was a kid, maybe causing me to mouthbreath, or whatever the fuck happened there. my brother had a normal lower third, or at least more normal than mine.

your weight thing sounds familiar, weight was all over the place and it really didn't make a difference, instead it was always this X factor of being cool enough or not, whether you were in school, highschool or college

overall i'd say i become most attractive after college, but it just didn't matter at that point anymore, i became a ghost

Ohh right, I also have a deviated septum, I'm a mouth breather too.

 

[OverBeforeItBegan2]

I looked much worse before I finished puberty. I always looked 2 - 3 years younger than I was. Still do, but it's not as bad anymore. I looked 14 when I was 17.

 

[Deleted member 16390]

When i was 25 , i still look 14, also cartilage in nose got bigger making my recessed chin look even worse.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Ohh right, I also have a deviated septum, I'm a mouth breather too.

Yeah I'm pretty sure I have that too, the type that isn't visible from the exterior, but affects the inner works regardless.

It all goes back to skull development, fuck knows what happened there.

 

[ionlycopenow]

Super ugly before puberty

Super ugly x10 during puberty

Sdtter became just ugly

I looked much worse before I finished puberty. I always looked 2 - 3 years younger than I was. Still do, but it's not as bad anymore. I looked 14 when I was 17.

I look old as fuck when I was 18 people thought I was 27.

 

[Deleted member 29529]

I had acne and used to mouth breath but still mogs me because I was NW0.

 

[Lookscel]

i was ugly my whole life

Based avi

 

[muharremabi]

I was a mouth breather subhuman thus my ugliness became even worse as I aged.

can anyone relate?

 

[cucksaar]

My facial skin was ruined after puberty which I guess is the case for many cels here.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Yeah I'm pretty sure I have that too, the type that isn't visible from the exterior, but affects the inner works regardless.

It all goes back to skull development, fuck knows what happened there.

Actually iirc I was punched by some older kid when I was a toddler. That's why I have a deviated septum.

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Actually iirc I was punched by some older kid when I was a toddler. That's why I have a deviated septum.

sad shit, man. i remember getting getting into fights with gypsies and other such refuse. terrible schools all around. only college was any different in that regard.

 

[Deleted member 17419]

I was a mouth breather subhuman thus my ugliness became even worse as I aged.

can anyone relate?

Very much so.

 

[Transcended Trucel]

i was ugly my whole life