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Middle School compared to Highschool was night and day to me, most of the foids in Middle School that I knew ghosted me and I rarely talked to them. How were your experiences?
Same, foids liked me more back then.High school was worse
Same, In Freshman year I went months without any meaningful interaction with a foid. I only remember this White foid trying to talk to me.Each year the amount of girls I talk to decreases
Lmao, that happened in my English class too.In freshman year, I would talk to multiple foids in my English class.
I'm mostly invisible in college, I only talked to 2 foids this year.In middle school and high school, they treated me decent enough, but were never romantically interested in me. In college, the women here outright hate me and go out of their way to let me know that.
High school was worse
no difference, they all dislike me
Brutal, what do you do now?Dropouted within 2 weeks
I remember someone asking me why I didn't talk to girls in hsI only went to elementary school school which is 8 grades here, and I was totally invisible to girls, they considered me asexual and felt pity for me like "don't ask poor Mecoja for money, he is a broke ass bastard, he is a nice boy"
Why didn't you? I was too shy to talk to girls, even to ones that I didn't like at all sexually.I remember someone asking me why I didn't talk to girls in hs
I was extremely shy. Plus we had assigned seats in class, and my social circle didn't have girlsWhy didn't you? I was too shy to talk to girls, even to ones that I didn't like at all sexually.
High school was worse
In my class boys and girls didn't hang out minus one fat ugly girl that was Chad's doormat. In sixth grade on some classes teachers decided to mix boys and girls to sit together.I was extremely shy. Plus we had assigned seats in class, and my social circle didn't have girls
Oh nothing never had any experience or interaction same for middle school i just took the opportunity and dropoutedBrutal, what do you do now?
Why didn't you feel on her bootySame, In Freshman year I went months without any meaningful interaction with a foid. I only remember this White foid trying to talk to me.
A foid once covered her head and switched seats when I sat in the presence of her.
Yes.
I was in a room adjacent to a gym once with several other youth. A Pean hole immediately covered her head when I was facing her in my chair(Actually, she was sitting in a chair on the side). She also quickly moved away and sat somewhere else. This hole later frowned at me.
Given that we are of different races, I believe it was also due to an incident involving an "interracial pairing" in the group. The male of that pairing took the (White) female outside and did "things" with her near a river.
Indeed, the pairing was of a Black male and White femoid. The White femoid appeared to have racial identity issues("I want to be Black") stemming from adoption into a liberal family. She met the male during his hospitalization for violent behavior while in group therapy.
I suspect that the program manager worried deeply about the idea of young "beautiful" Shannon being influenced by a 5'2, 98lbs ethnic boy with severe anxiety.
Yes. In group therapy, young femoids would criticize me because I would sit alone and look at the board games available. My family was poor and I had never seen most of them. It angered them to see me building with Jenga blocks.
My thoughts were similar to this:
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Correct. Let me continue with the story of Aspie John:
In Special Ed, Aspie John was referred to the school psychologist. The school psychologist, who also saw Anxious Jane, encouraged Aspie John to speak to Anxious Jane.
"You should speak to Jane!"(S.P)
"I'm not sure..."(A.J)
"Try speaking to Anxious Jane! She would love to have someone to speak to!"(S.P)
"Okay, I think I'll try..."(A.J)
Aspie John would go home anxiously each day and think incessantly of his fellow classmates. He would feel very, depressed, jittery and uncomfortable due to a restless mind. Thinking of Anxious Jane only worsened it.
The teacher criticized Aspie John several times for his inability to socialize with Anxious Jane, who had little problem socializing with kids at social clubs she attended. She would criticize Aspie John's statements of "Managing his classroom anxiety" yet constantly gave Anxious Jane exemptions for her inability to recount her night(The teacher would ask everyone about it daily).
Furthermore, Anxious Jane was desired by nearly every male in the class. Aspie John was ignored to the extent of needing the teacher(Or, on one occasion, the Hispanic kid) to do class activities. One boy quickly sat near Anxious Jane and wrapped his arms around her during a class project.
"Jane, It's okay sweetie. Come pair with me."
As for the "speaking", Anxious Jane's hand-fiddling gestures, as well as her decision to mimic several of Aspie John's other avoidant behaviors, led to criticism from the Phys. Ed teacher, who said:
"Jane was playing with her hands instead of working on her activities. I think we have a dynamic there. Keep that in check."
Anxious Jane then frowned at Aspie John and started coming to school without her glasses(To impress Tall Kid).
Aspie John was also switched to other classroom duties after Anxious Jane wrote her "message" to him via homework.
A certain (respectable) Hispanic boy said of Jane:
"Is Jane still going to be in our classroom?"(He asked this after Aspie John was told that he would remain in the current classroom; unprovoked information)
"No. She'll be switched into the other classroom."(Teacher)
Anxious Jane stopped coming to school until she was switched into another classroom for reasons unknown to Aspie John. She was, of course, shifting to Option #1: Tall Kid.
In group therapy, Shannon Bosanac was switched into another group after I looked at her during "process group". I was told not to "stare", to the exclusion of everyone else staring at her. This was after she turned her head and frowned at me.
I'm reluctant to divulge such details since they encourage my "Negative Thoughts".
Group therapy. A certain mentally-ill morena would occasionally ask me if I was "okay". I had stuttering/anxiety issues and she clearly viewed me as "less" than her, but she was kind and sympathetic.
"Hello Intellau"(Sometimes)
"Intellau, did the group arguing today make you anxious?"
"Intellau, shouldn't you wear your jacket?"(The group was walking outside on a cold March day)
"Intellau, let me help you" (I have motor problems and couldn't balance my body properly to complete a group activity)
Near the end of my stint, I had stopped coming to group therapy for a few days due to appointments/anxiety. When I returned, I (reluctantly) participated by playing a game with the group. Most of them ignored me and one person actually spoke over me without regard for my turn to speak, but the morena was much kinder to me; she started "fake laughing" at my game answers to make me feel more comfortable and said "Bye Intellau" before I left. That was on her last day of group therapy.
I very much wanted to chat with that woman and offer advice for her problems, but I was unable to; I was too anxious and prone to stuttering to befriend her during group therapy. We seemed to have very similar viewpoints and maturity levels
Outside of that, nothing at all. Meeting the morena helped me realize how superficial Shannon Rose Bosanac truly was; As S.R.B flirted with tall Chads in her group(Rule violation), the depressed morena sat quickly and respectfully for months.
Middle school foids are cold mfs who are more mature than boys at that age and trigger the whole sexual market competition among guys
I preferred this Muslim foid over her (Yes, I'm retarded)Why didn't you feel on her booty
ThisEach year the amount of girls I talk to decreases
It's always been over.Over for spot of mold on the wallcels
this. no difference tbhno difference, they all dislike me
you had a social circle?I was extremely shy. Plus we had assigned seats in class, and my social circle didn't have girls
Yeah, 2 or 3you had a social circle?
I actually remember a Incel in Middle School, he would hit his face with an book just to jestermax for Normies.I was a bluepilled jestermaxxer