Serious How can I live my sad live

[Mohamedömar]

Hello guys,
I am 19 years old muslim from Egypt, and I am depressed virgin. I have a very bad genetics and physical characteristics,
I am very short (5'4 feet), a little bit ugly face, skinny fat physique, weak body and small thin penis (5.5 inches lenght and 4.3 inches girth).

I am fully aware that I am finished, not because I am not a chad but because I am much below normal man.
I became addicted to watching gore (I went from being afraid of the sight of blood to being someone who feels psychologically relieved when he sees someone being dismembered) I became a person who love watching people die because I feel wronged.

I am well aware that Islam says that life is just a test and who will be patient about his pain will receive their reward in paradise, but The pain is unbearable. I fell bad when I see couples and poor guys who have sex because of they are above average or chads.

I am still 19 years old and my life may be long, and I will remain incel for life, so I want your advice on how to cope with my difficult situation in this life without committing suicide, killing anyone, or becoming a mercenary for a terror group.

 

[lowz1r]

brutal first post. welcome

 

[GmeOvr]

5'4 feet

You better find a good cope

 

[Orbit]

Remove the idea of morality from your life and start hating groups of people and minorities

 

[Mohamedömar]

brutal first post. welcome

Thank you

 

[Mohamedömar]

Remove the idea of morality from your life and start hating groups of people and minorities

I am afrai of doing this, because I may be lose control and kill someone

 

[Mohamedömar]

You better find a good cope

Like what?

 

[friedrllyudidntknow]

being someone who feels psychologically relieved when he sees someone being dismembered

start hating groups of people and minorities

Ethnics are so blood thirsty it's insane

 

[Orbit]

I am afrai of doing this, because I may be lose control and kill someone

In the same boat with a gore addiction, and doing that didn’t make me lose control. Everyone is different though so you might be right.

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

brutal first post. welcome

 

[drowningindenial]

you will need hard drugs

 

[Mohamedömar]

Ethnics are so blood thirsty it's insane

Yeah broone of my dreams is killing a chad with a machinegun

 

[The Wolf]

you live in Egypt?

 

[Mohamedömar]

you will need hard drugs

Hell no
I hate drugs, smoking, alchol and tattos
these are shits

I want fighting, killing, excuting

 

[drowningindenial]

Ethnics are so blood thirsty it's insane

 

[FrootWonTho]

escort max

 

[Mohamedömar]

you live in Egypt?

yes
I am egyptian and studies at faculty of pharmacy ( I have an exam tomorrow,lol )

 

[Leon98]

The first Jihadmaxxer on IS

 

[Mohamedömar]

The first Jihadmaxxer on IS

I am The Next Jihadi John, lol

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Remove the idea of morality

That's hardly a good idea, especially since morality on its own is a concept that can grant one meaning, and even allow for a fulfilling death.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

There is no perfect way to cope, but the best we can do is try to find some meaning through other forms, and engage in activities we enjoy.

 

[Orbit]

That's hardly a good idea, especially since morality on its own is a concept that can grant one meaning, and even allow for a fulfilling death.

Basing your meaning off of the fabricated idea of morality is delusional imo

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Basing your meaning off of the fabricated idea of morality is delusional imo

Why do you perceive morality to be delusional?

 

[xxectrapieces]

Remove the idea of morality from your life and start hating groups of people and minorities

 

[xxectrapieces]

Welcome here. Even though I'm new as well.

There's nothing you can do but cope and wait for death.

 

[Orbit]

Welcome here. Even though I'm new as well.

There's nothing you can do but cope and wait for death.

How tf do you have so many posts already?

 

[xxectrapieces]

How tf do you have so many posts already?

I have nothing to do all day besides ldar

 

[Mohamedömar]

Welcome here. Even though I'm new as well.

There's nothing you can do but cope and wait for death.

Reality is hard

But I hate to die like a loser, I wanna die like a soldier in the battlefield or die like a hero

 

[Mohamedömar]

I have nothing to do all day besides ldar

That is sad shit

 

[xxectrapieces]

Reality is hard

But I hate to die like a loser, I wanna die like a soldier in the battlefield or die like a hero

At least you have a goal. I got nothing

 

[Mohamedömar]

At least you have a goal. I got nothing

Uhhhhh, that really hurts.
I hope WW3 get started and see millions of fucking people get whipped out

 

[xxectrapieces]

Uhhhhh, that really hurts.
I hope WW3 get started and see millions of fucking people get whipped out

 

[VλREN]

Do you live next to a pyramid?

 

[Gaelic-Truecel]

You could try SSRI meds if you are ok with them killing your dick too

 

[sub5ricemale]

Reality is hard

But I hate to die like a loser, I wanna die like a soldier in the battlefield or die like a hero

Personally, I wouldon't sacrifice my life for my country. But if that's what youy want to do, sure

 

[Icarus]

Remove the idea of morality from your life and start hating

This

 

[God's Lonely Man]

Sounds like you need a marlboro red

 

[Nintendo 64]

All we can do is cope Mohamed

 

[Beck]

nothing

you do fucking nothing

you will never be fulfilled

 

[pauseforever]

Wander around irl and on the Internet to distract yourself. The pain may go away temporarily but it will never stop

 

[pauseforever]

I want your advice on how to cope with my difficult situation in this life without committing suicide, killing anyone, or becoming a mercenary for a terror group.

I want fighting, killing, excuting

So you want fighting and killing, but at the same time don't want to kill anyone?

 

[Mohamedömar]

So you want fighting and killing, but at the same time don't want to kill anyone?

look I will explain,
Killing and taking revenge on this world is a desiren but deep down in my heart I am fighting this desires cuz I don't want to do such a think and regret it later (killing innocents is one of the major and greatest sins in Islam)

 

[Mohamedömar]

Personally, I wouldon't sacrifice my life for my country. But if that's what youy want to do, sure

I agree with you,
our societies don't deserve our lives
But I mean dying when fighting on the side of terror group

 

[Mohamedömar]

Personally, I wouldon't sacrifice my life for my country. But if that's what youy want to do, sure

Or dying after mass shooting Chads, lol

 

[Mohamedömar]

Do you live next to a pyramid?

No
like 3 hours aways

 

[Mohamedömar]

You could try SSRI meds if you are ok with them killing your dick too

I didn't understand you

 

[Mohamedömar]

marlboro red

I hate cigarettes
But there is Cleopatra lol

 

[Mohamedömar]

All we can do is cope Mohamed

That is sad

 

[Mohamedömar]

nothing

you do fucking nothing

you will never be fulfilled

I know buddy
All I want is to maintain control of myself and not kill anyone.

 

[Mohamedömar]

Wander around irl and on the Internet to distract yourself. The pain may go away temporarily but it will never stop

I am doing this
some some stupid games, facebook, youtube,..etc