SuicideFuel How bad was your elementary school experience?

[MisanthropicMemes]

I was the class lolcow and I would get bullied until I sperged out and teachers would just watch JFL. In fact none of my bullies ever got in trouble, but I got suspended when I was like 12 because some kid was mad at me and showed the principal some stupid edgy memes i sent to him on instagram (he did the same thing). Kids would also pretend to befriend me but they just wanted a punching bag. Everyone knew I had autism so no one really liked me. And my mom would always yell at me in the morning to go to school

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

I had a ugly feminist hag teacher in 7th grade who never got the niggas who fucked with me in trouble but always used to get mad at me over stupid bullshit JFL

 

[Left4DeadBPDvictim]

It was pretty good for the most part.

Nearing the end of it I started getting made fun of for my unattractiveness a little bit but it wasn't to bad.

In my earlier years I was constantly made fun of for being black so that sucked a lot.

Other then that I'd say it was pretty good tho

 

[Grodd]

It was ok nothing memorable

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

It was pretty good for the most part.

Nearing the end of it I started getting made fun of for my unattractiveness a little bit but it wasn't to bad.

In my earlier years I was constantly made fun of for being black so that sucked a lot.

Other then that I'd say it was pretty good tho

Some white chad in my school told one of the only black kids to "go back to niggertown" and he didnt end up getting in trouble because his parents had money. It was some shitty public school

 

[Failed Pullout]

Was ok I guess I was in sped classes throughout my school years .

 

[Left4DeadBPDvictim]

Some white chad in my school told one of the only black kids to "go back to niggertown" and he didnt end up getting in trouble because his parents had money. It was some shitty public school

Brutal.

Chad can really act any which way

 

[Starfish]

I would change my personality every day hoping that people will finally like me and want to be friends with me

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

I would change my personality every day hoping that people will finally like me and want to be friends with me

Same

 

[Trident]

horrible, first 3 years were constant fights every day and humiliation

 

[incelerated]

My first two years of school were the darkest era of my life. I only remember being terrified.

 

[aspiecel_11:11]

My first attempts at socializing failed, then I was friendless and bullied for a bunch of years until I figured out some autism masking and jestermaxxing. It only got me an upgrade to being tolerated and not liked, but at least it was survivable.

 

[BurtCocaine]

It didn’t get that bad until middle school

 

[Punished Watcher]

The worst. In middle school and high school I was decently-liked.
In grade school? I was frequently singled out and put on mind-altering drugs by my first grade teacher. My parents tried to resist, but the school supported the teacher and said they'd expel me and accuse them of abuse if they refused to put me on the meds. Those meds would also ruin my metabolism, causing me to rapidly gain weight. I was able to lose the weight as an adult, but I was a husky boy for the rest of my childhood. I was ruthlessly bullied by girls, who learned that they could get away with anything (all bitterly divorced female admin staff) as long as they blamed it on a boy. I got good grades and had friends, but got a reputation as a troublemaker because girls would blame me for shit, or bug me until I yelled at them. I never actually instigated anything.
In second grade I had a male teacher who tried to stick up for me, but the principal would pull rank and punish me anyway. In third grade, I finally had a male teacher who wouldn't put up with the girls' bullshit, and just flat out wouldn't report incidents that they tried to blame me for. He'd just deal with it himself, and discipline who was actually at fault.

But yeah, grade school sucked. Especially first grade. I can't even remember a time I didn't hate school, despite performing well throughout.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

The worst. In middle school and high school I was decently-liked.
In grade school? I was frequently singled out and put on mind-altering drugs by my first grade teacher. My parents tried to resist, but the school supported the teacher and said they'd expel me and accuse them of abuse if they refused to put me on the meds. Those meds would also ruin my metabolism, causing me to rapidly gain weight. I was able to lose the weight as an adult, but I was a husky boy for the rest of my childhood. I was ruthlessly bullied by girls, who learned that they could get away with anything (all bitterly divorced female admin staff) as long as they blamed it on a boy. I got good grades and had friends, but got a reputation as a troublemaker because girls would blame me for shit, or bug me until I yelled at them. I never actually instigated anything.
In second grade I had a male teacher who tried to stick up for me, but the principal would pull rank and punish me anyway. In third grade, I finally had a male teacher who wouldn't put up with the girls' bullshit, and just flat out wouldn't report incidents that they tried to blame me for. He'd just deal with it himself, and discipline who was actually at fault.

But yeah, grade school sucked. Especially first grade. I can't even remember a time I didn't hate school, despite performing well throughout.

Yeah in my experience also, male teachers tend to deal with students behavior's in a more direct and rational matter.

 

[Ghost]

Got into lots of fights. Lost most of them but little by little kept leveling up my skill, aggression, and strength. That by highschool, I was like a wandering lone wolf. No social life. But at least people were too scared to fuck with me because they'd come out injured even if they win the fight.

 

[PersonalityChad]

It wasn't bad, at least compared to what would come after. I was one of the "weird kids" but i still managed to make some friends.

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

mine was ok, guys in my school back then avoided foids so we all mostly got along

 

[KinkyKanga]

It was ok nothing memorable

 

[joocel52]

Honestly not that bad in a way. I had no idea how to even talk to people, i had one friend and no one else. I didnt even know the names of my classmates until like sixth grade. Yet i somehow managed to entertain myself all.those years through my interests and never felt lonely.

 

[Mango]

My classmates and even some of my teachers would actively make fun of me, and I would have things stolen from me. Never got into any physical altercations, thankfully. I was much smaller and weak compared to my peers.

We would have a tradition on Valentine’s Day where other kids would give out candy or if they had money, buy roses and personalized messages for them. I never got the roses or messages from anyone, although I think I got one from my mom a handful of times. I got candy only from some of the teachers (who gave everyone candy) or kids who bought candy for everyone in the class.

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

I would change my personality every day hoping that people will finally like me and want to be friends with me

Yup, sounds a lot like me. People thought I was crazy until I became the lonely hermit in the woods. Then people started calling me the "man of the woods" that was my saving grace, spending time in the woods and telling people stories about the woods every chance I got.

 

[TheHungariancel]

1st-6th grade was the last time I actually felt alive honestly. It wasn’t great and I struggled a lot both socially and in terms of studying (especially with math and with reading initially), but I still had a few loose friendships and most importantly, I wasn’t bullied. I wasn’t at the bottom of the hierarchy as before puberty there is no social hierarchy, or at least not nearly as defined and harsh as later on.

I changed school in 7th grade and it was during that time I hit puberty when things started to go downhill and has been going downhill ever since.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

High school was the absolute worst for me. College was very bad, too. In comparison, middle school was ''better''.

 

[BurtCocaine]

High school was the absolute worst for me. College was very bad, too. In comparison, middle school was ''better''.

For me middle school was the worst.

 

[TheJester]

It was fantastic compared to my HS experience and unforgettable compared to what kids are going through now.

There was no social media, in fact there was barely even internet. Most kids simply didnt have a PC with Internet at home. I think I even was one of the early ones who had it.

No one even had a Smartphone until 6th grade. I didnt have a smartphone until 8th grade because my parents told me they were too poor for a 300€ phone (they were not, they were stupid with money and greedy for themselves).

Elementary school might have been my best days lol, lots of friends, joyful, free time, there was no wars, there was no internet, no social media, no bitches that make millions of dollars of lonely men. People were way more chill.

Not to mention: No migrants! (only asians but not Sands and Niggers).

My Elementary school class back then was 100% German. The average Elementary class nowadays is only like 50% German.

In fact I didnt even know what a nigger was until age 9 because everyone on the street was white and the Television never gave a shit of what africans are doing.

 

[pixy.]

I use to bully the other kids when I was in elementary school. I chilled out in middle school

 

[over_department]

It was ok nothing memorable

 

[JS4]

Honestly not even that bad. It was after elementary school that things began to go downhill.

 

[The Notorious SLAV]

Not as bad as middle school but already quite shit. Now that I look back at it, it's genuinely scary how quickly even children with barely any idea of the world, or hell, even self-awareness, are capable of building social hierarchies where the weakest can do nothing but suffer through whatever those above them decide to put them through.

I'm about 70% sure that that, before middle school even, was when I formed a Teru Mikami-type outlook on life, that death is ultimately good because there are only two types of people, the types who bully, abuse and otherwise hurt others, for whom death is a just punishment, and those who suffer the actions of the former, for whom death is liberation, because that was the POV I had after my experiences there.

For me middle school was the worst.

 

[SubhumanGamer]

I was the poor stinky kid in a rich kid centric elementary school, it wasn't the best time for me

from grade 1 I was the target for harassment by all. I would be called gay 24/7 by every student and my principal, I got so sick of it and by 3rd grade I started fighting others just so I would get suspended and not have to face ridicule.

I was never taught how to properly clean myself so I always smelled pretty bad, it didn't help I had to shower with my older brother until I was 12 to save on water because we were so very poor.

I was always one of the recipients of the canned food drive and donated school uniforms, my 2nd grade teacher once pulled me aside to ask why I smelled so bad and if my parents could afford personal hygiene items (it was super embarrassing), the next school day she bought me a ton of tooth paste, tooth brushes, bar soap, and deodorant; she made the entire thing known to the class about how good of a deed she did.

my family got the black mold apartment unit and made everything in our house stink, the rent was so cheap because we had a deal with the complex owners not to report the mold problem for a super inexpensive rent (this was a huge deal back in 07 when we moved into it).
we had cats that would piss on our heaters so it made our entire house and clothes smell of piss as we lived in Washington state and it was cold 24/7 so we had the heaters in all the time.

we had to pay to use a laundry facility so our clothes would only be washed once a month thus adding to the stink.

3rd or 4th grade I was asking too many questions about suicide during an awareness presentation and got pulled aside after it to get interrogated by the guidance consular as my life so far was so dogshit I truly wanted to die. I went to one child therapy session (I assume to get cps off my parents back) and never went again. Nobody ever talked to me about that shit ever again lol.

elementary school was probably the worst time of my life ngl.

 

[BSGMANLET]

My Elementary school experience was horrible but also bitter sweat because some of the teachers actually did care about me which made it bearable.

Sometimes when we would group up. I would be the odds one out and have no one to work with so some kids were FORCED to work with me and even when they worked with me they would ignore my entire existence. If they didn't do that then they would push me,shove me and even run away from me and say I had some kind of disease.

In middle school grew a bit bigger so no one really messed with me that much and I actually had (some) fairly good friends (3) They were rejects like me. I remember I drew a picture of my teacher naked crumbled it up and threw it in the trash and some foid picked it out the trash and showed it to the sub teacher. This foid really hated me for some reason even tho I did nothing to her. I also experienced being treated differently from other kids because of how I looked because our middle school teachers had favorite students like wtf. She even would give there favorite students.chad and tyrone (weird nicknames) like pookie,baby etc.

That's when I truly got black pulled. I also remember standing up for myself in middle school. I told a couple of normies to shut the fuck up and shot a bird at them because they kept looking at me and making fun of me. I then got called by the teacher to come apologize to the people that Bullied me. I'm glad I'm done with school but even as an adult it hasn't really changed much how people treat me. Taught myself how to fight and I lift weights so if anyone fucks with me. I can stand my ground. Bullying taught me to be more self reliant cause I know how transactional and horrible people can be.I could go on but I think this enough.

 

[XtremeMax]

every school sucked for me i fucking hate school they should be nuked

 

[BSGMANLET]

Was ok I guess I was in sped classes throughout my school years .

The thing that pissed me off though is that they put me in all sped classes when the only subject I sucked at was math. Even my math teacher asked why I was even in the classes to begin with and I had the option to go to regular classes but I said no cause I knew I'd get the subhuman treatment if I was in a class with normies.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

I was the poor stinky kid in a rich kid centric elementary school, it wasn't the best time for me

from grade 1 I was the target for harassment by all. I would be called gay 24/7 by every student and my principal, I got so sick of it and by 3rd grade I started fighting others just so I would get suspended and not have to face ridicule.

I was never taught how to properly clean myself so I always smelled pretty bad, it didn't help I had to shower with my older brother until I was 12 to save on water because we were so very poor.

I was always one of the recipients of the canned food drive and donated school uniforms, my 2nd grade teacher once pulled me aside to ask why I smelled so bad and if my parents could afford personal hygiene items (it was super embarrassing), the next school day she bought me a ton of tooth paste, tooth brushes, bar soap, and deodorant; she made the entire thing known to the class about how good of a deed she did.

my family got the black mold apartment unit and made everything in our house stink, the rent was so cheap because we had a deal with the complex owners not to report the mold problem for a super inexpensive rent (this was a huge deal back in 07 when we moved into it).
we had cats that would piss on our heaters so it made our entire house and clothes smell of piss as we lived in Washington state and it was cold 24/7 so we had the heaters in all the time.

we had to pay to use a laundry facility so our clothes would only be washed once a month thus adding to the stink.

3rd or 4th grade I was asking too many questions about suicide during an awareness presentation and got pulled aside after it to get interrogated by the guidance consular as my life so far was so dogshit I truly wanted to die. I went to one child therapy session (I assume to get cps off my parents back) and never went again. Nobody ever talked to me about that shit ever again lol.

elementary school was probably the worst time of my life ngl.

My Elementary school experience was horrible but also bitter sweat because some of the teachers actually did care about me which made it bearable.

Sometimes when we would group up. I would be the odds one out and have no one to work with so some kids were FORCED to work with me and even when they worked with me they would ignore my entire existence. If they didn't do that then they would push me,shove me and even run away from me and say I had some kind of disease.

In middle school grew a bit bigger so no one really messed with me that much and I actually had (some) fairly good friends (3) They were rejects like me. I remember I drew a picture of my teacher naked crumbled it up and threw it in the trash and some foid picked it out the trash and showed it to the sub teacher. This foid really hated me for some reason even tho I did nothing to her. I also experienced being treated differently from other kids because of how I looked because our middle school teachers had favorite students like wtf. She even would give there favorite students.chad and tyrone (weird nicknames) like pookie,baby etc.

That's when I truly got black pulled. I also remember standing up for myself in middle school. I told a couple of normies to shut the fuck up and shot a bird at them because they kept looking at me and making fun of me. I then got called by the teacher to come apologize to the people that Bullied me. I'm glad I'm done with school but even as an adult it hasn't really changed much how people treat me. Taught myself how to fight and I lift weights so if anyone fucks with me. I can stand my ground. Bullying taught me to be more self reliant cause I know how transactional and horrible people can be.I could go on but I think this enough.

Fuck school

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[MisanthropicMemes]

every school sucked for me i fucking hate school they should be nuked

 

[BSGMANLET]

Fuck school

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Atleast we don't have to go through that hell again.

 

[MisanthropicMemes]

Atleast we don't have to go through that hell again.

Agreed

 

[erenyeager]

Was bullied

Now I was freed

Now I can take all their greed

I watch the earth abnormal soon be the norm

Enjoy the calm before the storm

 

[DarkStar]

Not too bad for me

I wasn't that bad looking then, though ofc my Autism was still very prevalent

I did have a few instances with bullying, even from foids, but that was quite mild compared to what came on later: Not to mention, I also actually was more sociable & able to make friends effortlessly back then.

 

[1TZ0VER]

Not bad at all.

It only got bad in middle/highschool when peoppe startes developing and people started prioritising foids which is when I became severely detached. It's been so long since I've integrated into society even if I wanted to I couldn't

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

I remember one time I stabbed a foid classmate in the back with a pencil because she mocked me, good times...