Mine was some parts ok but overall horrible, i was constantly bullied severely too. I'm glad i'm done with school because school is where i had some of the worst experiences of my life.
was decent until high school
Yeah that is where things got alot worse me too, tho even before high school it was bad.
My childhood was alright. Things didn't go to shit for me till I was around 11-12
absolutely brutal and horrible I barley remember much anymore I tried blocking it all out
Everything was shit. Never made friends, never learned useful skills, was bullied a lot. I don't even know what it is like to have a hang out with a friend group. The most pathetic thing is the fact that the best part of my life is right now, just because I'm completely alone so no one can hurt me
Yeah i block out alot aswell
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Good, wasn‘t incel back then because in was forcefully socialised
was about my only way to stay saneYeah i block out alot aswell
It wasn't bad tbh
Yeah it's a defence mechanism the brain does
Horrible, I never got a break from the bullying.
terrible. I was born with a heart disease, was in and out of the hospital and had a lot of check-ups, got surgery done at 8. Never had friends and was always bullied, my siblings made it clear they weren't going to be there for me, was on my own at home and at school. I only had my grandpa to talk to, I miss him.
Fucking brutal man
Pretty useful one ig
My life started going downhill after i was born.
No birth for face
No birth for face
It was beautiful until 8th grade, from that moment my life went downhill.
It was a nightmare.
Only slightly above livable.
I frankly shouldn't even be alive now.
Im 27 now and it has gotten better but not by much at all.
I frankly shouldn't even be alive now.
Im 27 now and it has gotten better but not by much at all.
fine really, unremarkable. My home life was good, parents were typical normies, supportive of me but they couldn't always understand what was going threw my head, especially as i got into HS (no fault of theirs). My time in school was ok too, I had some friends who were losers as well although I never really got super close to anyone tbh, I had a few people who picked on me too, but it was never that bad really.
I made some nice memories: playing in the massive macrocarpa hedges in the field behind my house with my sister, skiing, cycling around my small town, having ice cream after school with my dad
I made some nice memories: playing in the massive macrocarpa hedges in the field behind my house with my sister, skiing, cycling around my small town, having ice cream after school with my dad
It was not great, but it was not entirely horrible; there were some joyful moments every now and then. It was a far cry from a normal, adequate childhood, but I was much happier than I am now. I think it's partly because I used to hold hope for the future—I believed a day would come when everything would work out—but that day never came, and my life has only gone downhill since
Ass! Everyone was ugly, loud, and obnoxious.
Quite bad. Alienated and bullied because of things out of my control by almost everyone around at the time. It made me go into perma dp/dr mode.
I remember how much I craved to fit in and be validated but instead all I got was humiliation. I was actually quite outgoing in early age which is weird to even ponder. All the abuse made me fear judgement, my brain is stuck in fight or flight ever since.
Now I just feel like crawling deep inside some cave away from everyone else.
I remember how much I craved to fit in and be validated but instead all I got was humiliation. I was actually quite outgoing in early age which is weird to even ponder. All the abuse made me fear judgement, my brain is stuck in fight or flight ever since.
Now I just feel like crawling deep inside some cave away from everyone else.
I managed to get friends in school at a very low age so I was fine but got insta bullied everywhere else I went too
bad
What childhood?
I was abused throughout and developed a speech impediment.
It was okay for the most part.
Not too bad up until middle school (if that counts as childhood)
Bad, I think I have childhood trauma
Ive hung out with friend groups but end up getting bullied by them
Torture
I grew up without a toilet
It was ok up until i entered middle school
It was fairly shit I guess but I also feel like I cant say its bad because Ive heard of way worse childhoods
My family did love me and I wasn’t extremely poor but It was still shitty
I never really had a chance though
I had to get speech therapy to even learn how to speak properly I was diagnosed very early with adhd I was always a skinny small weird looking kid who was obviously Non NT
my dad was an alcoholic retard who would cause shit everytime he came home drunk
I always felt kind of detached from my family even now most of them attempt to connect to me But I don’t even feel like I can
My life started to get Truly bad as I got to 7-10 though This is when My lot in life really started to show
I was made to feel alienated And like a reject by most of the kids in my area
This sums it up Alot better then I could put it
I was some what outgoing but still very awkward
I was abused by some 15 year old when I was only 8
It only happened a couple of times But I can faintly remember being hit by him and Him picking me up and forcing my head onto the floor and spinning me around while my head was on the concrete
I can sort of remember him Getting some other kids to attack me too
Even now I doubt myself If that ever even happened Because Ive blocked alot of my childhood from my mind but I have scars all over my face That I couldn’t have gotten any other way
The main thing that makes me doubt myself is that my family wasnt negligent and they would have done something if they noticed but when I asked them they said they never even knew any of this happened
But I dont understand how they couldnt have noticed since these scars would have come from noticeable cuts on my face
This shit really makes me consider if Im just schizo and my mind just l made this shit Up for whatever reason or If all of this really happened and somehow no one even noticed
It genuinely fucks with my head to this day
Its always brutal to hear about normal peoples nice childhoods
My whole childhood ruined my already Dysfunctional brain and left me completely neurotic which only worsened with all the experiences that came later on in my teenage years
My family did love me and I wasn’t extremely poor but It was still shitty
I never really had a chance though
I had to get speech therapy to even learn how to speak properly I was diagnosed very early with adhd I was always a skinny small weird looking kid who was obviously Non NT
my dad was an alcoholic retard who would cause shit everytime he came home drunk
I always felt kind of detached from my family even now most of them attempt to connect to me But I don’t even feel like I can
My life started to get Truly bad as I got to 7-10 though This is when My lot in life really started to show
I was made to feel alienated And like a reject by most of the kids in my area
This sums it up Alot better then I could put it
I was some what outgoing but still very awkward
I did Have a couple of actual friends during my childhood though but I Was mainly treated in a shitty way by kids in my area and The kids in school were mostly apathetic to me apart from some who were somewhat nice to me probably out of pity
I was abused by some 15 year old when I was only 8
It only happened a couple of times But I can faintly remember being hit by him and Him picking me up and forcing my head onto the floor and spinning me around while my head was on the concrete
I can sort of remember him Getting some other kids to attack me too
Even now I doubt myself If that ever even happened Because Ive blocked alot of my childhood from my mind but I have scars all over my face That I couldn’t have gotten any other way
The main thing that makes me doubt myself is that my family wasnt negligent and they would have done something if they noticed but when I asked them they said they never even knew any of this happened
But I dont understand how they couldnt have noticed since these scars would have come from noticeable cuts on my face
This shit really makes me consider if Im just schizo and my mind just l made this shit Up for whatever reason or If all of this really happened and somehow no one even noticed
It genuinely fucks with my head to this day
Its always brutal to hear about normal peoples nice childhoods
My whole childhood ruined my already Dysfunctional brain and left me completely neurotic which only worsened with all the experiences that came later on in my teenage years
grew up poor, constantly bullied for being a fatcel, didn't practice any sports, never travelled anywhere, my father was ashamed of me, had to give my childhood dog after moving places, never had more than two friends at a time, had my autism go undiagnosed fucking me over greatly, failed most my classes and had to waste my free time in summer school, girls were repulsed by me, had disgusting fucked up teeth and never got braces to correct them and the only source of comfort, my ps2 got stolen by some latinx friend my cousin invited over during a family reunion.
TL,DR: it was peak
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TXPC2HXjrYU
TL,DR: it was peak
View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TXPC2HXjrYU
Everything before puberty was alright but after it hit it was only downhill from there.
I was often physically punished as a child, but I had two friends to accompany me. Until they grow tall and look good, and I'm still short. Before college, I was a blue pill. When I went to college, I found that life was hopeless
Bad but my teenage was even worse
That's even worse, at least I didn't get betrayed like this
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would say my childhood was not that bad i had no close friends and i was always with a mentally ill kid. But social hierarchys were not setted up that much and i had not such a women hunger (or maybe i just hoped in future i would get one)
Worse was teenage
Worse was teenage
Fucked up
Same
Average until 10th grade
My childhood has honestly been very good. My parents insisted that I get into intellectual shit and they forced me to read a lot of books so that I never really adapted to any social environment. But i understood what their expectations of me were so that I could get them off of my ass when they were bitching about something or the other. I made friends to appease them, only went out with my friends enough for my mother to be satisfied enough, the rest of the time I spent in the Băneasa forest near Bucharest.
After school if I didn't have any studying to do i would take my bicycle and ride for about 45 minutes until I exited the city and went into the woods. There I would just walk in the woods, pick mushrooms and watch the various animals. Honestly couldn't wish for a better childhood as growing up in a multi million people city made me realize that that is something that I do not want for myself.
Thanks to the physical and mental abuse from my parents I also realized what the true human condition is and how people would rather beat someone instead of realizing that their preconceptions are wrong. My father even started beating me legally by forcing me attend his aikido classes. He would always take me up front to showcase some exercise and it the process he would cause me the most amount of harm that he could without arousing suspicions. It was quite a good thing because I have since not cared that much about how other people see me, which was also bad in a way because I dressed like a bum. Like a literal homeless person and that ended up in more people bullying me.
Anyhow because of all of the bullying I was subjected to I became numb to abuse and suffering in general. You might say that it broke my spirit, but I view that as something positive, because the realization that all laws of ethics and morals are made up is much more precious than having that light in your eyes that signals to other humans that you are human.
All in all I had a wonderful childhood. Wouldn't trade it for anything.
After school if I didn't have any studying to do i would take my bicycle and ride for about 45 minutes until I exited the city and went into the woods. There I would just walk in the woods, pick mushrooms and watch the various animals. Honestly couldn't wish for a better childhood as growing up in a multi million people city made me realize that that is something that I do not want for myself.
Thanks to the physical and mental abuse from my parents I also realized what the true human condition is and how people would rather beat someone instead of realizing that their preconceptions are wrong. My father even started beating me legally by forcing me attend his aikido classes. He would always take me up front to showcase some exercise and it the process he would cause me the most amount of harm that he could without arousing suspicions. It was quite a good thing because I have since not cared that much about how other people see me, which was also bad in a way because I dressed like a bum. Like a literal homeless person and that ended up in more people bullying me.
Anyhow because of all of the bullying I was subjected to I became numb to abuse and suffering in general. You might say that it broke my spirit, but I view that as something positive, because the realization that all laws of ethics and morals are made up is much more precious than having that light in your eyes that signals to other humans that you are human.
All in all I had a wonderful childhood. Wouldn't trade it for anything.
Good for you man
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