Napoleon de Geso
mentally crippled by lonely teen years
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When visiting metal places, always had that feeling of weakness and hopelesness. Lots of guys looking better than me, and absolute majority (most of time 100%) - manlier than me. Ogrecels could do better going that direction, beardmaxxing and metalmaxxing, but not sissy manlet framecel fag like me
And whats good in those pubs - cute adorable metal lolis of culture absent, but maybe could date down (by my standards), go for big tiddy goth gf. Not ultimate comrade to stand against evil human world, but could be usefull, as good looking sex giver and maybe even some feelings, could be source of pleasure, self-confidence, and sign of status. But those only for metalchads or any other tough metalguys, and whats left, ugly metal femorloids - I do not want (they do not want me too, but whatever, I at first place dont need them anyway).
After visiting metal places was feeling so horrible that even listening to metal was disgusting, reminder of my fagness and failure to find not only cute adorable metal loli waifu, but atleast big tiddy goth gf too
But now 5 years when I not visited city center, no metal pubs and clubs too, and do not want
And whats good in those pubs - cute adorable metal lolis of culture absent, but maybe could date down (by my standards), go for big tiddy goth gf. Not ultimate comrade to stand against evil human world, but could be usefull, as good looking sex giver and maybe even some feelings, could be source of pleasure, self-confidence, and sign of status. But those only for metalchads or any other tough metalguys, and whats left, ugly metal femorloids - I do not want (they do not want me too, but whatever, I at first place dont need them anyway).
After visiting metal places was feeling so horrible that even listening to metal was disgusting, reminder of my fagness and failure to find not only cute adorable metal loli waifu, but atleast big tiddy goth gf too
But now 5 years when I not visited city center, no metal pubs and clubs too, and do not want