Venting Honestly just want to drink until I die

[Mulattocel]

It’s all just so exhausting having to exist in a world that doesn’t want you in it. Having to march out there everyday just to look people in the eye that hate you over something you have no control over. Having to put on a brave face and try and get through when really you’d just rather crawl in a hole and die. I’m so fucking tired of being ugly. Having my life dictated by genes I had n control over. I may not be able to ever fall in love with a girl but at least I can have the sweet love of a bottle of vodka to keep me company. Alcohol is the best cope period. For an incel it’s the only pain reliever you’ll ever have to cope with this hot steaming pile of garbage that your life is. So I’ll just drink....drink until I can’t drink no more and when the day comes that I kick the bucket then I hope they have booze in heaven as well.

 

[Deleted member 20659]

Drinks me

 

[Deleted member 22466]

Brutal bro.

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I don’t drink

 

[wasted12years]

I haven't drank in 3 weeks. I don't want to drink because i don't want to age prematurely, i know it's extreme coping.

 

[zangano1]

I don’t drink

 

[Hate_my_life]

You and @FinnCel will get along.

 

[Deleted member 20659]

I don’t drink

 

[Incline]

I just wanna have a purpose. Why is the world so cruel to me? It's not enough that my life is full of suffering on top of it all I am tortured by all the existential questions that lay siege to me now.

What the fuck am I supposed to do? The only way to escape is to kill myself but even then I am not escaping.

 

[Deleted member 20659]

I just wanna have a purpose

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I just wanna have a purpose. Why is the world so cruel to me? It's not enough that my life is full of suffering on top of it all I am tortured by all the existential questions that lay siege to me now.

What the fuck am I supposed to do? The only way to escape is to kill myself but even then I am not escaping.

I can relate , same tbh. It’s all pointless

 

[Deleted member 23483]

It’s all just so exhausting having to exist in a world that doesn’t want you in it. Having to march out there everyday just to look people in the eye that hate you over something you have no control over. Having to put on a brave face and try and get through when really you’d just rather crawl in a hole and die. I’m so fucking tired of being ugly. Having my life dictated by genes I had n control over. I may not be able to ever fall in love with a girl but at least I can have the sweet love of a bottle of vodka to keep me company. Alcohol is the best cope period. For an incel it’s the only pain reliever you’ll ever have to cope with this hot steaming pile of garbage that your life is. So I’ll just drink....drink until I can’t drink no more and when the day comes that I kick the bucket then I hope they have booze in heaven as well.

You’ve been a greycel for ages.

It’s all just so exhausting having to exist in a world that doesn’t want you in it. Having to march out there everyday just to look people in the eye that hate you over something you have no control over. Having to put on a brave face and try and get through when really you’d just rather crawl in a hole and die. I’m so fucking tired of being ugly. Having my life dictated by genes I had n control over. I may not be able to ever fall in love with a girl but at least I can have the sweet love of a bottle of vodka to keep me company. Alcohol is the best cope period. For an incel it’s the only pain reliever you’ll ever have to cope with this hot steaming pile of garbage that your life is. So I’ll just drink....drink until I can’t drink no more and when the day comes that I kick the bucket then I hope they have booze in heaven as well.

You just need to postmaxxx, that’s the meaning of life

 

[Mulattocel]

You’ve been a greycel for ages.
You just need to postmaxxx, that’s the meaning of life

Agreed honestly the only thing that keeps me from posting to this forum more is the habit of getting shit faced drunk and passing out early most days

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

Been off alcohol for 8 months. I was abusing it very hard.

 

[Deleted member 20659]

You just need to postmaxxx, that’s the meaning of life

Not sure tbh

 

[FinnCel]

You and @FinnCel will get along.

Cheeers