I am in Osaka right now, on holiday, I will stay in Japan for approximately a month. I have seen some stuff, went to Dotenbori and some stores. But I have to say, this is for me the final. This holiday is all by myself, I worked for it. I invested in all the gadgets for travelling. In the end, I just sit in the hotel after a long day of fucking around hating my life because I am incel.
Travelling is not the solution, especially if you are ethnic, if you are white it may be but not for a sandnigger like me. I cannot do anything.
My birthday is soon too, it will be while I am in Japan. My birthday is always just a reminder of my inceldom, nothing else.
I am never going on a holiday in my life again. If you are an incel, just rot in your basement, never ever go outside, because it is over. You will just be confronted with the fact that people do not view you as a human being. The only way to cope is to seperate yourself from the rest of humanity. I admire the oldcels, I truly think I will die before 30, because for me there is no hope, there never was. I knew I was already an incel at 10 years old, 14 years later, I still know it and I know it even more now.
When people tell me my looks are not the problem, this even become more frustrating because I see ugly fucks with girlfriends and wives all the time. People with severe acne. Morbidly obese people. But due to my blackpill knowledge I have come to know what really matters to women in the looks department, race and height and the bone structure of your face. Quite literally nothing else matters. Even at my most gymmaxxed, I am less desirable than any random morbidly obese white guy.
Then there is the mental blockade, if you have been incel for so long, you cannot get it out of your head that you are an incel and no matter what confrontation you will have with a woman you automatically assume the worst in any scenario and you will act accordingly. This is a recipe for disaster and a guaranteed way to remain incel, but there is no fix to this.
tldr; no matter what you do, wherever you go, how far you go, what comfort zone you try to get out of, inceldom is PERMANENT, you cannot escape it. Not in China, Bolivia, the Atlantic ocean or the moon. It will ALWAYS be as it was.
Travelling is not the solution, especially if you are ethnic, if you are white it may be but not for a sandnigger like me. I cannot do anything.
My birthday is soon too, it will be while I am in Japan. My birthday is always just a reminder of my inceldom, nothing else.
I am never going on a holiday in my life again. If you are an incel, just rot in your basement, never ever go outside, because it is over. You will just be confronted with the fact that people do not view you as a human being. The only way to cope is to seperate yourself from the rest of humanity. I admire the oldcels, I truly think I will die before 30, because for me there is no hope, there never was. I knew I was already an incel at 10 years old, 14 years later, I still know it and I know it even more now.
When people tell me my looks are not the problem, this even become more frustrating because I see ugly fucks with girlfriends and wives all the time. People with severe acne. Morbidly obese people. But due to my blackpill knowledge I have come to know what really matters to women in the looks department, race and height and the bone structure of your face. Quite literally nothing else matters. Even at my most gymmaxxed, I am less desirable than any random morbidly obese white guy.
Then there is the mental blockade, if you have been incel for so long, you cannot get it out of your head that you are an incel and no matter what confrontation you will have with a woman you automatically assume the worst in any scenario and you will act accordingly. This is a recipe for disaster and a guaranteed way to remain incel, but there is no fix to this.
tldr; no matter what you do, wherever you go, how far you go, what comfort zone you try to get out of, inceldom is PERMANENT, you cannot escape it. Not in China, Bolivia, the Atlantic ocean or the moon. It will ALWAYS be as it was.
