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UglyDumbass
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I can barely sleep anymore. And when i do sleep i sometimes end up sleeping until the fucking afternoon, that’s how depressed i am. I can’t even sleep normally anymore without having a thought of my shitty high school memories. I have a ton of fucking bad moments. Their was barely any good ones i can remember at all. Most of the good ones were just me sitting by myself not being insulted for a short period of fucking time.My brain seems to only care about the bad memories the most.
I keep thinking of the assholes who fucking picked on me and i wish i could of fucking done something but i know i would of failed. I wish I could get revenge on their stupid asses. I want to move on but i fucking can’t. It’s not even when i’m just sleeping, It’s every fuckikg minute i keep getting thoughts of fucking high school. I can’t distract my self or anything to take it out. Does this ever go the fuck away.
I wish i could be brainwashed god fucking dammit. The fact these bullies graduated and roaming fee having good lives and forgotten what they done to me while i still have the fucking scars pisses me off. The pain and suffering never ends Even after school ends they still haunt me in my brain
I keep thinking of the assholes who fucking picked on me and i wish i could of fucking done something but i know i would of failed. I wish I could get revenge on their stupid asses. I want to move on but i fucking can’t. It’s not even when i’m just sleeping, It’s every fuckikg minute i keep getting thoughts of fucking high school. I can’t distract my self or anything to take it out. Does this ever go the fuck away.
I wish i could be brainwashed god fucking dammit. The fact these bullies graduated and roaming fee having good lives and forgotten what they done to me while i still have the fucking scars pisses me off. The pain and suffering never ends Even after school ends they still haunt me in my brain