High school (closed in 1990) Facebook page

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

Just stumbled on a page for my high school which closed decades ago.
Found out that a few people I knew have died recently. (In their 50s)
I suspect suicide or alcoholism might be involved in some of them.
I already knew about a few being dead.

Didn't even recognise many of the page members from their photos.
Even though I was at the school same time as them.

Altogether it was painful to look at. The same old cliques and popular crowd. Though I'm sure they've mellowed and have nothing to prove.
Of course I won't be getting involved.
They've all got families and friends I've got nothing.
I wasn't unpopular or popular. But still nothing to gain by getting involved.

Honestly the force that created this universe must be incredibly malevolent.

Because there is nothing worse than being ignored, remaining unloved and forgotten. Or worse, patronised and pitied.

 

[FrothySolutions]

So the school closed, and then a Facebook page was made for the closed school? Is it an alumni page?

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

So the school closed, and then a Facebook page was made for the closed school? Is it an alumni page?

Yeah

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

They mog me so badly I find myself wishing I could go back in time and kill myself before I even went to high school

 

[LesscoBlob]

Brutal. I'm sorry OP.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

Brutal. I'm sorry OP.

Thanks pal.

I've got so much love to give.
As have many here I'm sure.

But it's never going to happen.

 

[Emba]

Any panty flashing cheerleaders?

Asking for a fren...

 

[Incel_Doomer]

Yeah similar school experience except you're a few years ahead of me. And my school is still open. Actually I went to college with two terminally ill people. One died at like 20 and it was in the news. The other one is surely also dead now but I didn't see it in the news. I also had a former teacher commit suicide by swimming out to sea.

I'm sure most of my classmates are following successful life trajectories, jobs, families, houses etc. and I just have nothing, and I knew while I was still in school this would happen. I would just be left further and further behind.