My father is an American (German lineage) sexpat, who had a child with a SEAmonkey indigenous Filipino ape, I was the result. I am 5'5, weigh 162lbs, I'm an ogre with a hideous, brachycephalic, mildly deformed skull and dogshit facial hair. Despite being half white I lack every feature associated with white people, I'm a phenotypic mongoloid.
Flat nose, flat maxilla, flat chin, severe overbite, large brow ridge and unnaturally wide cheeks with a narrow upper third and underdeveloped jaw, receding hairline (NW 1.5) and facial wrinkles, I've been told I look 30-35 despite only being 18.
My parents separated when I was a year old, I lived with my neglectful mother all my life, she told me she hates me because I'm deformed and that she won't be surprised if I don't have children, as if that's my fucking fault.
School wasn't very good either, I got picked on in elementary due to obesity, in middle school I was left alone and didn't have any friends, in highschool I got bullied for my atrocious genes, and it gradually got worse as the years went by, eventually by my 9th year the bullying was so severe I was forced to transfer.
I got rejected a total of 6 times, 3 in real life and 3 times online where I showed my face, all were hard rejections, each one commented on my appearance and told me I was "gross/disgusting/hideous/freakish", I give up, I'm not gonna fucking try anymore because I already know how it will end up.
I already know what the future brings for me, since I'm a broke and fatherless mutt, I'm gonna be forced to attend college and wageslave, the whole road ahead is just gonna be endless suffering.
Flat nose, flat maxilla, flat chin, severe overbite, large brow ridge and unnaturally wide cheeks with a narrow upper third and underdeveloped jaw, receding hairline (NW 1.5) and facial wrinkles, I've been told I look 30-35 despite only being 18.
My parents separated when I was a year old, I lived with my neglectful mother all my life, she told me she hates me because I'm deformed and that she won't be surprised if I don't have children, as if that's my fucking fault.
School wasn't very good either, I got picked on in elementary due to obesity, in middle school I was left alone and didn't have any friends, in highschool I got bullied for my atrocious genes, and it gradually got worse as the years went by, eventually by my 9th year the bullying was so severe I was forced to transfer.
I got rejected a total of 6 times, 3 in real life and 3 times online where I showed my face, all were hard rejections, each one commented on my appearance and told me I was "gross/disgusting/hideous/freakish", I give up, I'm not gonna fucking try anymore because I already know how it will end up.
I already know what the future brings for me, since I'm a broke and fatherless mutt, I'm gonna be forced to attend college and wageslave, the whole road ahead is just gonna be endless suffering.
