I have a monotone voice, which in and of itself isn't necessarily that bad, but it's also quiet and I struggle to speak loud enough for people to hear me. I can hardly be understood in a silent room, let alone in any sort of social setting where there's noise in the background. I have lots of good ideas for potential youtube content or podcasts, but I've never even tried it because my voice is so shitty that nobody would want to listen to me no matter what I have to say. Fucking hell there is so much bullshit in my life that normies don't have to worry about. Being able to talk to people and speak clearly is just a basic thing to them, like eating or drinking. Meanwhile I get anxious as fuck any time I have to speak to anyone just because of this curse I have
