Venting Haven't managed to go to school today again

[WastedPotential]

Last week, only two days in a row. and this week skipped 3 days including today.
I wanna KMS

I just can't get the motivation. this is so depressing.

I keep rationalizing why I shouldn't go, something as small as "My parents showered this morning so the shower is dirty, so I don't want to shower, and because I'm not showering today, I'm not going to school to get dressed, because I don't want to go to school unwashed".

It sounds stupid, but it's because it's easier and more comfortable to just stay home. Even though I know that by the end of the day I'll regret it and the cycle keeps fucking continuing where I'm laying in bed late thinking where it all went wrong, every day it's like that.

It's so isolating and boring

 

[Sperg Abomination]

thats a side effect of being an ugly male dont worry ive been there before and probably the majority of us here

 

[RealSchizo]

thats a side effect of being an ugly male dont worry ive been there before and probably the majority of us here

 

[RealSchizo]

same I used to skip uni all the time due to anxiety which stem from my looks. Just tired of being stared at for not being normal looking.

 

[WastedPotential]

same I used to skip uni all the time due to anxiety which stem from my looks. Just tired of being stared at for not being normal looking.

Over,
For me it's also just not having the energy to do anything but rot behind my PC all day. I literally can't do anything else.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

No point going if you can't experience life along the way