turbosperg
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Ok, Mr. Sackler.That solution is OPIOIDS
Ok, Mr. Sackler.That solution is OPIOIDS
Which one?I have been able to use one certain opioid agonist daily,
Why?amphetamines seem less potentially harmful
PM'd youWhich one?
Ok, Mr. Sackler.
I mean, if you were a rotter like I was in my teens and early 20s, then you spent that entire time addicted to video games, music, and maybe a oneitis or two.Yea fellow incels let's get addicted to hard drugs and it's all gonna work out
I've espoused this opinion in the past but I've found that consuming drugs has actually further radicalized me, if only because I am now charged with a felony crime for possessing one (JFL).@Atavistic Autist My problem with drugs is that they pacify potential revolutionaries. Why break the system and hang the elite when you can take opioids and make your existence relatively acceptable? Systemic change requires millions of embittered and disenfranchised people, as they say, the worse the better!
I understand your logic and you're obviously more knowledgeable than me on this subject, but I still don't grasp how willingly luring yourself into the worst state a human can go through (physical dependency on hard drugs) helps anyone. Big Pharma is a scam. There are much better copes that work long-term.I mean, if you were a rotter like I was in my teens and early 20s, then you spent that entire time addicted to video games, music, and maybe a oneitis or two.
But you've since become disillusioned and anhedonic, there's a pit in your stomach, tightness in your chest. You don't enjoy things anymore. You want to just avoid people, but you also feel intensely lonely and it's painful.
This is a miserable condition to be in; you're literally in pain just from being low social status and dwelling on your social alienation/ostracism/rejection.
Opioids take that pain right away AT THE SOURCE, and you feel as though you're some esteemed person who's beloved and respected, and act like it (with le CONFIDENCE).
Trust me, if what I described above is you, then opioids are the life hack you need. I wish I knew about it many years ago. This is not a matter of becoming addicted, but self-medicating responsibly for the sake of eliminating suffering and enabling you to thrive despite handicaps such as inceldom/autism.
Besides opioids, I also take a daily stimulant for fatigue/ADHD, and it turns out that prior to the advent of (((modern antidepressants))), it was the NORM for psychiatrists to prescribe this protocol of opioid + stimulant for depression. But the medical industry needs to constantly reinvent inferior versions of the wheel in order to continue making money, JFL.
And speaking of the farces of the medical industry, I have further contributed to my mental well-being by specifically DECREASING serotonin and increasing dopamine.
Because for depression, you basically want increased dopamine tone (motivation to accomplish things) plus increased opioid tone (pleasure/reward after accomplishing things). Serotonin is directly adversarial to dopamine in the brain, and far from enabling you to experience opioidergic pleasure, SSRI's numb you out in my experience -- even permanently as with PSSD. What a massive troll to prescribe them for depression. It basically guarantees the patient will keep coming back to the psycho-rapist, since they will never be actually cured of anything, but just made numb and compliant enough to keep up with their never-ending "treatment" plan, JFL.
Which one?Also, there's an atypical antidepressant on the market, the only one that is actually helpful without all the side effects of making you impotent and braindead (the latter being nothing relevant for your case since you're pre-disposed it seems). Guess what, it's an opioid receptor agonist, way more efficient than SSRI for depression + working dick. It's relatively uncommon in psych docs to prescribe though.
It's actually a misconception that exercise increases endorphins; it's much more about endocannabinoids in the case of exercise. And I can tell because exercise has never once made me feel not lonely. Exercise has never once filled in the hollow pit in my soul. On the contrary, the "runner's high," when it happens, feels like when you get that happy sedation from weed, not when you take kratom or an opioid agonist.Exercise and cold showers also help with endorphins.
Nothing about taking opioids for depression is sponsored by Big Pharma. In fact, there is no pharmaceutical company (in America, at least) with a patented, approved opioid drug for depression.I understand your logic and you're obviously more knowledgeable than me on this subject, but I still don't grasp how willingly luring yourself into the worst state a human can go through (physical dependency on hard drugs) helps anyone. Big Pharma is a scam. There are much better copes that work long-term.
Ironically, the practice of abstaining from all substances comes from Judeo-Christian ethicsNo thank you, better suffer then take j00ish pills.
I've triad them 2 times gave me insane side effects.
well really it just comes down to how responsible you are in their use. but the addiction liability and withdrawl effects are typically harsher in opiods. also even crystal meth isnt particular immediately lethal, while lethal dose of opiods can be quite low, especially if you live in america where shit can be laced with fent which is like 50x more potent than heroin.Why?
cold showers boost your noradrenaline levels, not eating does as well. holding off eating was a bit more tolerable for me and the boost made me more effective. the noradrenaline effect is more stressful than euphoric, which is why sNRIs are used to treat adhd as opposed to depression and are easy to get compared to amphetamines.Exercise and cold showers also help with endorphins.
I fell in love with opioids over 10 years ago when I tried them for the first time. Too bad they're so addictive
Withdrawal, possibly stronger, but the rest doesn't matter. Methamphetamine is not lethal as long as you're not pre-disposed to any illness, just like opioids. You're saying that the problem is that the ILLEGAL drugs are laced, not that opioids are laced. Opioids do not cause any organ damage, as long as moderately consumed, in fact, methamphetamine in high doses are more neurotoxic than opioids. As long as you obviously don't take that much of opioids that respiratory depression kicks in, but you need a lot for it, as you said, this is quite popular with drugs that are sold illegaly since they are laced.well really it just comes down to how responsible you are in their use. but the addiction liability and withdrawl effects are typically harsher in opiods. also even crystal meth isnt particular immediately lethal, while lethal dose of opiods can be quite low, especially if you live in america where shit can be laced with fent which is like 50x more potent than heroin.
havent really had any sort of side effects with low doses of dexamphetamine
Christianity is not j00ish, j00s don't believe in the bible, but in the Talmud and the Kaballah, both are satanist books that mention black megic and demons.Ironically, the practice of abstaining from all substances comes from Judeo-Christian ethics
Doing heavy deadlifts and squats feels amazing though. After the workout your body is flooded with some feel-good neurochemicals, whatever those are. And it usually happens when I'm lifting more weight than before, or when I haven't done the exercise in a long time.It's actually a misconception that exercise increases endorphins; it's much more about endocannabinoids in the case of exercise. And I can tell because exercise has never once made me feel not lonely. Exercise has never once filled in the hollow pit in my soul. On the contrary, the "runner's high," when it happens, feels like when you get that happy sedation from weed, not when you take kratom or an opioid agonist.
This is why the advice to "just hit the gym, bro" does not for work if your main problem in life is being socially isolated or alienated. Your first step has to be addressing that emptiness inside, and the lack of hedonic tone that comes with it.
As for showering, the body's opioid system has a fascinating relationship with body temperature. Consider the fact that the language of emotional attachment contains many metaphors about temperature -- "they are a cold person," as in emotionally distant; or "a warm person," as in emotionally close. Apparently this is due to similar reasons as why there are footfags -- the region of the brain which deals with opioids is linked to the thermodynamic region, just as the region of the brain that deals with sexual arousal is right next to the one dealing with sensory perception in the feet or whatever. It makes evolutionary sense why the former is the case, at least, JFL, as emotional closeness = warmth = survival.
I'd guess that a hot bath or shower increases endorphins immediately, whereas a cold bath or shower will increase them on the rebound.
No Opioid for your face
Do you take it just for fun? Also where do u buy itI've been on Kratom for almost 8 years. Went from twice a week to twice DAILY in the last two years. I clearly need to take a tolerance break but I can't think of anything else when I'm not on it. Doesn't help that I have nothing but free time (NEETbux) and thus prone to maddening boredom. I don't enjoy video games, movies, or anime unless I am on that Kratom muck. If you have tips on how to make a tolerance break more bearable, please share them with me.
Also what's that about Kratom affecting one's appearance? First I ever heard of it, tbh
You should stop taking kratom, which is dirty and inconsistent, and move onto a low-dose synthetic opioid.I've been on Kratom for almost 8 years. Went from twice a week to twice DAILY in the last two years. I clearly need to take a tolerance break but I can't think of anything else when I'm not on it. Doesn't help that I have nothing but free time (NEETbux) and thus prone to maddening boredom. I don't enjoy video games, movies, or anime unless I am on that Kratom muck. If you have tips on how to make a tolerance break more bearable, please share them with me.
Buprenorphine should be microdosed for an opioid naïve person.Bengali currycel hERe. I had like half a strip of buprehnorphine and I ended up vomitting like 20 times before I fell asleep for 16 hours.
Same with opioids, bro. I am a stim enjoyer myself, and combining an opioid with a stim is perfection.As long as you find the right dosage, you can enjoy the good effects while expERiencing minimal bad effects
Give me smthg for my crippling anhedoniaBuprenorphine should be microdosed for an opioid naïve person.
Definitely do not take doses meant to treat opioid addiction.
Same with opioids, bro. I am a stim enjoyer myself, and combining an opioid with a stim is perfection.
I don't know about Kratom but if you're taking oxys you're just a bad day or two away from addiction. Even with self control you're still a bad week or two away from it. Taking a few too many feels like mild heroin I assume, makes you immobile and feeling like your brain is being masturbated. If I had more pills back when I was prescribed them I'd probably be dead by now, which would be an improvement in the end but the road from junkie to death definitely wouldn't.
"drugs are bad unless Dr. Shlomo Shekelstein gives you them, because the government says so"
Kill yourself, you glowie niggerfaggot
nerddnr drugs are bad
dnr drugs are bad
OP forgot to read The Gospel of John, instead of being a junkie.dnr cope