i'm very close to doing so, i have no one irl to really motivate me
Yes. There's no hope for me.
all i have left are nightmares
how poetic
Yes, as a kid I wanted to be an engineer, but of course I’m too fucking stupid and I don’t have the patience to learn it. If I failed math every year from 6th grade to 10th then how the fuck would I be capable of learning engineering?
as a kid, i wanted to make comics and be a cartoonist, but nobody, not even my family cared about this or encouraged me.
As a kid, I wanted to be an astronaut.
Heh, I don't even know how to ride a bike...
It never began for me. I am a subhuman. I am surprised I'm not a janitor or a street sweeper. I work at a call center
It's hee-hover
As children we give the world too much credit for our innocence and happiness. We think our thoughts reflect the world around us until we get older and see that everyone is a selfish cunt and all relationships are transactional so if you become a failure in life even your own blood loses respect for you.
my parents were boomers too btw, and like with most boomers, they saw me and my siblings as their future investments.
as in, they believed that if they sent us to schools, convince us to prioritize education and working hard rather than having childhoods, we'll be big, rich and successful.
not for our benefit, mind you, for theirs only.
because if we work careers, we pay tax to the government, and that tax money with go to our parents via their pensions.
yet another picture perfect example on how selfish boomers really are.
and btw, my parents lil get rich quick scheme failed because me and none of my siblings are big, rich or successful.
What they don’t realize is that they could afford to have fun growing up and still make good careers for themselves while we can’t afford shit so we have to work our hands to the bone if we want success. If they’re boomers I guarantee they had their fun as teenagers doing whatever the fuck they wanted despite having jobs
boomers were formerly known as hippies, these guys also voted for shit that would fuck us all over in the 21st centaury
I always wanted to be a game dev, I realized that I'm too retarded for it though
No wonder they were the beginning of the end for a civilized America, they did a bunch of fucking drugs and it somehow carried over the next few generations and made everyone fucked in the head.
same, i used to one to be one back when i was a teen, but again, i never felt motivated enough to do it
I don't care about anything anymore. I have already accepted that it's over. To reach any level of peace with the loss of a loved one, a person must end their grieving journey with one thing: acceptance. They must accept that the life that loved one had was lived for as long as it could have. They must accept that they were loved while they were here and that the person will still have the positive memories and emotions to that loved one for the rest of their life. So that's all you have to do. Accept it. Accept that you will spend the rest of your life alone with nothing but your fun little virtual interactions and your own thoughts to keep you company. Just accept it.
I don't have any large scale ambition tbh. All i ever wanted in life was to have a cute gf and becoming a musician (not famous or anything ridiculous, i just always wanted to form a band and maybe metalmaxx). Yet the mere fact that i'm a complete subhuman facially and my voice is atrocious is enough to simply put me in the LDAR mode. I've been contemplating the idea of learning guitar as of lately, but again, i simply cannot imagine myself doing\creating something worthy while i'm trapped in my grotesque untermensch body. It is all unironically about looks in the end. Without aesthetically appealing face, you're worth less than a shit smeared on the Mumbaian street.
Can’t say I ever had an idea in my head that “I wanted to be an astronaut or race car driver” or some shit like that. I have had dreams of being loved as a kid but I am over 30 so that’s not happening. Like how can you have aspirations and dreams when you can’t get the basics? I do recall in my early childhood drawing wanting to be a mechanic, but I can do that outside with my car anytime but I would not do it as a career. Guess I still want to own my own home but that is about it but even that feels empty.
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I've never really had any dreams or any idea of what I want to do with my life career wise, so it's never hurt much.
Right now, the only dream or desired life I have is to work a job or run a business that involves minimal interaction with people and pays enough to make me financially independent. After that’s done, I’d most probably marry and have kids to fulfill my biological purpose, which would hopefully fulfill me “spiritually” as well.
Right now, the only dream or desired life I have is to work a job or run a business that involves minimal interaction with people and pays enough to make me financially independent. After that’s done, I’d most probably marry and have kids to fulfill my biological purpose, which would hopefully fulfill me “spiritually” as well.
Yes
What dreams?
Unfortunately I had a lot and everyone of them fell apart in order:
Astronomer because I wanted to explore space
Astronaut- I wanted to be the first human on Mars
Chemical engineer- to build the most powerful bomb mankind has ever seen
Professional athlete-hyperactive as a kid so obviously
Hacker-saw a random scene from Mr Robot
Lawyer-because I loved debating at the time and was obsessed with logic
Owning a nuclear power station- just to save the environment
Billionaire- a type who reignited the Space Arms Race
Software engineer- final high-school marks were too low due to me wanting to rope
I.T in general-not feasible to get a CS due to finance and high-school choices
Now I want to rope before 30 as my current dream after seeing an escort not to be a womb to tomb permavirgin
Astronomer because I wanted to explore space
Astronaut- I wanted to be the first human on Mars
Chemical engineer- to build the most powerful bomb mankind has ever seen
Professional athlete-hyperactive as a kid so obviously
Hacker-saw a random scene from Mr Robot
Lawyer-because I loved debating at the time and was obsessed with logic
Owning a nuclear power station- just to save the environment
Billionaire- a type who reignited the Space Arms Race
Software engineer- final high-school marks were too low due to me wanting to rope
I.T in general-not feasible to get a CS due to finance and high-school choices
Now I want to rope before 30 as my current dream after seeing an escort not to be a womb to tomb permavirgin
I dont dream for much.
No, the copium is all i have.
I don't have a typical dream, man. I just want a few years of fun (by which I mean sex, games, booze) after which I'll be mentally ready to die. If I had the opportunity to choose to live two years in pure pleasure, provided that after that I would die, I did not doubt for a minute.
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My dream is to have a few years of fun, pleasant, stress-free life, and that's it.
Yes, awhile ago.
P
I never had any dreams. I lived just like an animal, eating and sleeping.
J
I never had motivation or any life aspirations, all people around me could easily name what their dream was but I never managed to do so. I was always told I will never accomplish anything due to being low IQ and bad at school by my mother, so I never even tried to dream because of that.
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I think I have, and I think I am just gaslighting myself that I haven't yet and still persue my dreams... .
As a teen I
My father always belittled me and told me that I sucked at it and that there was no money in it.
Being an uneducated fool with no life experience I kinda trusted him and quit thinking about it only to, later in life, meet a guy who makes around 6K a month just translating italian documents into German and vice versa.
Needless to say that I felt betrayed and stupid... .
As a teen I wanted to become a translator. My goals were to learn Russian, Japanese, Arabic on top of English.
My father always belittled me and told me that I sucked at it and that there was no money in it.
Being an uneducated fool with no life experience I kinda trusted him and quit thinking about it only to, later in life, meet a guy who makes around 6K a month just translating italian documents into German and vice versa.
Needless to say that I felt betrayed and stupid... .
My father always wanted me to become either a lawyer, so I could get him out of trouble, or become a doctor to fix his poor health or to become a dentist so I could fix their shitty teeth, for free of course.
It was all about them, not about what I wanted and who I was.
Now I am stuck at some trade which I don't even like.
It pays the bills, but it has never been my dream.
I should. My standards have gone so low that for example, my dream car is BMW e36 for a few thousand bucks and even that is not realistic to achieve for me.
Yes, gave up on what little dreams I had a long time ago, though I don't think I ever really had all that many to begin with
kind of
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