Venting Hatred

[Risky2Risky]

I keep having these fucked up mood swings I go from being happy and not caring to being so fucking angry and full of pure hatred to being depressed and suicidal I want to kms how do I stop this shit Ik im like schizoaffective or wtv but this shit is worse than normal I’m genuinely so fucked because why if one day it’s so bad I murder someone or worse? What if I kill myself even I’m scared of myself I don’t want doctors they don’t understand nor care they’re all evil and retarded I just want it to stop I need help and advice I need to be loved for once in my retard incel life I’m here just crying my eyes out please stop me. Is going to a doctor worth it? Like would they actually help instead of sending me to a psych ward again? I don’t want to go back not again

 

[Caichan]

I think you need depressant

 

[Risky2Risky]

I think you need depressant

Like medicine????? No it’s gonna retard me that’s all it does I can’t take the meds no I hate medicine it makes me feel worse I’ve tried and it was worse nothing helps

 

[lagaga]

I need help and advice I need to be loved for once in my retard incel life

Me too bro. We are in a similar situation but it got a bit better for me . Just try to disconnect from the world and when jealousy comes cope by telling yourself that they are miserable too

 

[lagaga]

Dont live against your anger live with it.
No you cant be like everybody else but you can be okay in your own way even if it means having panic attacks sometimes.

 

[postalpain]

off them.

 

[Emba]

Get used to all of it

 

[Risky2Risky]

off them.

Bet