I dont remember much but i was digging through my old documents and school photos and some memories hit me.
Back then i was (and still am) antisocial. I only had like two friends. When reading my profile from 3rd grade, there was a section with "things i hate the most". Guess what i wrote back then aside from homework and vegetables? It was girls. Given that i am not attractive, i was an outcast but i never understood why. I was getting into physical altercations with other students and especially girls, which is why i was kicked out of school. I really did hate girls back then, they were annoying and always had their groups.
Ultimately, i am not surprised. High school was different, i was mostly ignored. At least i was never bullied, which i am grateful for. Now i did have anger issues, and this is probably the reason why others avoided me aside from my looks. I was definitely ogremaxxing in my childhood. Beating up others is genuinely one of my best childhood memories.
It never began.
Back then i was (and still am) antisocial. I only had like two friends. When reading my profile from 3rd grade, there was a section with "things i hate the most". Guess what i wrote back then aside from homework and vegetables? It was girls. Given that i am not attractive, i was an outcast but i never understood why. I was getting into physical altercations with other students and especially girls, which is why i was kicked out of school. I really did hate girls back then, they were annoying and always had their groups.
Ultimately, i am not surprised. High school was different, i was mostly ignored. At least i was never bullied, which i am grateful for. Now i did have anger issues, and this is probably the reason why others avoided me aside from my looks. I was definitely ogremaxxing in my childhood. Beating up others is genuinely one of my best childhood memories.
It never began.
