Hate my life miss my rottin days

[evangelioncel_]

Hate interacting with ppl hate overthinking, hate people saying shitty things to me in university, hate awkward moments with ppl hate having to act a certain way to be funny or be interesting to posture with. Hate everything. I just want to go back to my rotting days of being in my room all day.

How come others who are supposed to be like me are doing fine. It's just that i have more problems than them and struggle so much socially. I have anxiety from isolating, bullying, rejection and stuff but I did struggle with shit even beforehand. I tried everything with girls I tried dating apps and got no matches I tried talking to girls irl but they just show no interest and hate me and talk shit about me to others. It's brutal man.

I don't even want to try ahymore i want to go back to my old neet life I don't want to try i want to just give up and not do anything or try again but that will just leave me feeling lonely and seeking the same things i wanted.

 

[Deleted Member 8090]

I am a miserable loser

 

[Soystein]

Good post, most people here have similar experiences.

 

[NearestNeighbor]

just dont talk to anyone like i do, i'm always alone, be it at home or when i go to uni

 

[evangelioncel_]

just dont talk to anyone like i do, i'm always alone, be it at home or when i go to uni

i stay in the uni dorms bro so that makes it hard to. and my life will get significantly worse than it already is if people see u alone which i am mostly but i mean a hundred percent no friends. i used to do that easily when i stayed at home

 

[evangelioncel_]

Good post, most people here have similar experiences.

That's reassuring atleast sometimes man

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

I dropped out