I'd rather they just let me get euthanized. Failing that, lobotomized. They shouldn't have gotten rid of that procedure. Just improved it with modern medical science and tech. Life would be great with a properly performed lobotomy if they'd have perfected it with modern techniques. No anti-suicide people crying about it because you're still alive. But the best part, no emotions. No nothing. No true consciousness, no feelings, thoughts, desires, no mental pain, no physical pain (due to lack of emotions). Require only the bare minimum basics to survive. Become an organic robot essentially. A much better existence for me.